tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post5372913217115478005..comments2023-10-07T04:17:59.737-05:00Comments on Poetically Jstar: LoveJStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-44912959713834078862012-11-18T22:04:29.923-06:002012-11-18T22:04:29.923-06:00This is true......This is true......Reggiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02228963124180428762noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-72884994563941742642012-11-18T14:00:17.854-06:002012-11-18T14:00:17.854-06:00Reading this caused much reflection behind the pri...Reading this caused much reflection behind the prism of my eyes... each time I tried to translate the information I was receiving from your words, I could not help but internalize and personalize the message.<br /><br />Nebraska immediately came to mind, as I now live in the state from which I appropriated the "name" for her in my blog... today I was thinking about her and the Dickinson poem "I could not wait for Death..." kept floating in my thoughts...<br /><br />I was disappointed in how she seemed to put our relationship on hold, constantly making it a wait on "stand-by" in her life. The moments we did share in one another's presence was often in conflict, disputing one thing or another...<br /><br />People in relationships that are in conflict often talk to others about how they won't stand for this or that... and they speak about what it is they want in their lives... but when the opportunity comes into their life, what do they do..?<br /><br />So I tend to act according to my value to myself and weigh it against their value in my life... and recently I made such a measure when I made a rare post about our relationship...<br /><br />The past decade of my life has been an existential experience of sorts... I introduced philosophies and thinking that I had previously dismissed along with dealing with certain personal challenges... and some of the old and new philosophies have melded into a new approach to love and living...<br /><br />The few moments of living in bliss with Nebraska was not worth the many moments of anguish that she brought into my life. And while it is easy to say that you will be better off for dealing with and moving beyond these feelings, I do think that it is true.<br /><br />I think you are a beautiful woman with amazing daughters. There is no reason that your soul should be able to pull these words out and have the emotional resonance that they do... and I may be overstepping my bounds by adding this... that they do to you and your current state of mind.<br /><br />Take care and be well. I do feel you and care for you, even if you do work for the DMV and hassle me when I don't bring all the paperwork I need for my new ID card! :0)<br /><br />Love & Rockets!<br />Mark Big Mark 243https://www.blogger.com/profile/10974573439218884164noreply@blogger.com