tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14248244307060399192024-02-06T23:39:13.094-06:00Poetically Jstar<b> "THOUGHTS CONTINUOSLY FLOWING IN MY HEAD POURING OUT OF MY SOUL LIKE SWEET SUGAR COATING MY WORDS" JSTAR </b>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.comBlogger537125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-40396473280706262972017-03-07T08:46:00.002-06:002017-03-07T08:46:14.102-06:00Mic checkTapping the mic...mic check, mic check....<br />
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I know I have been away tooo long, I'm considering a comeback, I haven't written in over 2 years but I want to change that...<br />
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So I just decided to peak my head in for motivation....<br />
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To be continuedJStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-67535274342136685532014-05-20T06:48:00.001-05:002014-05-20T06:48:41.229-05:00As one<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">Next to you is the softest place on earth</span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br>My safe haven where we are untouchable <br>The world around seems invisible <br>Our shield is invincible <br>Floating high within our private plateau <br>Where life's simplicity is euphoric <br>A natural aphrodisiac we create with each kiss<br>Every touch electrifies the rays of the sun<br>The moons glow reflects inside of each eye glimmer<br>Smiles brighten the density of the sunrise <br>Magnifying the sensations of sensitivity <br>Like an echo bouncing from mountain tops<br>And screams go unheard deep in the forests fog<br>A glimpse of paradise cultivates in each moment of togetherness <br>Fingernails trace poetic inspirations <br>Sounds of breathless sighs <br>An aura of violet and indigo hues surround two joining bodies <br>Glistening textures of fluidic streams<br>Transforming dreams to realities <br>A cluster of lustful clouds linger in silence<br>Interlocking fingers caress heartbeats <br>Beating as one <br>Spirits combined into a private dance<br>Where each move naturally choreographs symphonies <br>Rain dances tiptoe through the depths of love<br>Emotions played out with each actions intensity <br>Amplified beyond the tides surf<br>Riding the rhythms of each wave<br>Together<br>But yet as one<br></span>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-3849175616995742992014-02-22T07:51:00.001-06:002014-02-22T07:52:09.273-06:00Tracing Moon's<div>I <span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">sit here restless as I seduce the moonlight</span></div><div>Overloaded thoughts invade dismissing any sleep to come</div><div>Indulging in dreamless fantasies</div><div>About life's realities</div><div>The good and bad intertwine mixing emotions</div><div>Destinies evade truths</div><div>Unraveled plans of futures hopes</div><div>But as the sunrise shines</div><div>Bringing a refreshing promise of a new day</div><div>Distancing circumferences of the moon walk</div><div>A new star has fallen to earth </div><div>With hopeful dreams crashing into the now</div><div>The sun shares in jealousy over darkness</div><div>Taking the first step forward</div><div>One stance at a time</div><div>Tracing the moon with outlines of its illumination </div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-43805355306126052032014-02-11T20:10:00.001-06:002014-02-11T20:53:40.508-06:00Light of darkness<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">When I close my eyes bright lights flash in the stillness of my darkness</span></div><div>Tears stream in rainbow colors</div><div>Distorted and faded pictures become clear </div><div>Tainted images of stolen innocence </div><div>Repeated cycles from actions patterns</div><div>Attempting to break free from the expected </div><div>Clouds of monotony shroud the nightmares </div><div>Breathing in the pain of terrors </div><div>Every step forward pushes two steps back</div><div>Lying in puddles of my own blood</div><div>Tasting the sweat drowning my dreams</div><div>Peace evaded by illusions</div><div>The voices scream in crowds of noise</div><div>Powerless to avoidance </div><div>Emerging unforgettable thoughts</div><div>Massaging aches through temporary relief</div><div>Mind encases truths behind smiles</div><div>Twisted streams grasp it's hold</div><div>Sickness becomes tiring </div><div>Strength grows in frustration </div><div>Pushing away negativity </div><div>Flowers bloom in the rain</div><div>Views change mentalities process</div><div>Pain still stains</div><div>But happiness is a choice</div><div><br></div><div> </div><div>s from actions patterns</div><div>Attempting to break free from the expected </div><div>Clouds of monotony shroud the nightmares </div><div>Breathing in the pain of terrors </div><div>Every step forward pushes two steps back</div><div>Lying in puddles of my own blood</div><div>Tasting the sweat drowning my dreams</div><div>Peace evaded by illusions</div><div>The voices scream in crowds of noise</div><div>Powerless to avoidance </div><div>Emerging unforgettable thoughts</div><div>Massaging aches through temporary relief</div><div>Mind encases truths behind smiles</div><div>Twisted streams grasp it's hold</div><div>Sickness becomes tiring </div><div>Strength grows in frustration </div><div>Pushing away negativity </div><div>Flowers bloom in the rain</div><div>Pain still stains</div><div>But happiness is a choice</div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-84904401982426143392014-02-07T23:00:00.001-06:002014-02-08T06:35:14.802-06:00We are<p style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px;">I inhale your scent</span></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">Breathing you into my soul</span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">Staring deep in your eyes</span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">Witnessing your past, present and future </span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">I listen to each word that rolls off of your tongue </span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">Hearing the tones that vibrate my ears</span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">I feel your touch giving me gratifying shivers all over</span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">Soothing chill bumps into velvety caresses</span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">Taste my love with each kiss</span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">Salvation dripping life into one another</span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">We become one entity of pleasurable satisfaction </span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">Two spirits molding into vibrant euphoric hues</span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">I am you and you are me</span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">From this moment on </span></font></p><p style="margin: 0px;"><font face="Helvetica"><span style="font-size: 12px;">We are </span></font></p><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-6740307187989886122014-01-23T16:28:00.001-06:002014-01-23T16:28:49.814-06:00Be my muse<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">Inspire the words of my poetry's rhyme </span></div><div>Giveth me those oh so special times</div><div>Where I hang onto each moment, each second and hour</div><div>Make me bloom like the freshest gardens flower</div><div>Dance with me in the rain</div><div>Hold my hand while the world around goes insane</div><div>Make love to me like no other can</div><div>Walk with me along the oceans sand</div><div>Force my tears away by bringing me the worlds brightest smile</div><div>Spend quality time with me making each moment worthwhile </div><div>Show me constant affection and attention</div><div>Your name my lips only mention</div><div>Be the inspiration of random thoughts of you in my mind </div><div>Of the way our hearts so gracefully intertwine</div><div>Demonstrate the depths of your love for me</div><div>Open my eyes to new visions my soul can see</div><div>Give me reasons to need you </div><div>Wanting to hold you and only desiring you </div><div>Make my soul yearn for your touch</div><div>And each moment not in your presence make me miss you ever so much</div><div>What we have within each other never wanting to lose</div><div>Be my now and forevers muse </div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-82276229508788162932013-12-21T10:47:00.001-06:002013-12-21T10:47:28.647-06:00The past has passed<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">You didn't treat me the way I deserved when you had me</span></div><div>I was all yours and made that clear to see</div><div>So why do you now send me "I am thinking of you" messages to my phone</div><div>I didn't hear from you in my months of healing alone</div><div>But when I decide to move on and am happy with another, you now can't live without me</div><div>Our parting was what we agreed</div><div>And what was truly best </div><div>My loyalty you now want to test </div><div>But you know I am loyal to the one I am with, so why do you think you can change my mind</div><div>Thinking I am having any desires to go back in time </div><div>Repeating our past is not something I want to return to</div><div>My life is happier without you</div><div>I am sorry if that has you missing what was real</div><div>Love for you my heart no longer feels</div><div>It's time to accept that what we had is long gone</div><div>You must now move on</div><div>Because I have and nothing you can say or do can change my feelings for you</div><div>And any devising plans you can possibly construe</div><div>Your stalker tendencies are becoming old</div><div>So please remove any love for me that your heart still holds</div><div>These words to you will be my last</div><div>I am leaving the past in the past</div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-15447375541855048312013-12-21T09:45:00.001-06:002013-12-21T09:45:05.303-06:00Disillusioned Love<div>I<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"> gave him my heart, which included all of me</span></div><div>He claimed his soul only belonged to me</div><div>Pretended to be only mine</div><div>That his body was all mine</div><div>But only came around when he had time</div><div>And my body was all of our time</div><div>No quality time he made time for</div><div>He always had more important things he made his time for</div><div>I wasn't a priority to him</div><div>I wasn't as important to him</div><div>As he tried to make me believe </div><div>Spending moments in bed holding onto what he wanted me to believe </div><div>Attention only paid through texts and phone calls</div><div>But he was consistent and for him my body still calls</div><div>Because for me, he was my one and only </div><div>But for him, I wasn't his only</div><div>He had too many others to tend to</div><div>My needs weren't as important for him to cater to</div><div>My heart he only pretended to love</div><div>When in reality my body was his love</div><div>My heart was shattered in pieces</div><div>When his girl at home crushed each and every piece</div><div>Of hope I had for me and him</div><div>The dreams of happily ever after with just me and him </div><div>The lies he fed to my vulnerability, I allowed </div><div>He wasn't the only to blame because his false love, I allowed</div><div>Disregarding all the signs that were clear</div><div>He showed me who he was but now my fogged glass of vision was now clear</div><div>He promised he would never hurt me like that</div><div>He lied and say he loved me more than that</div><div>Even after the truth was revealed, he still tried to convince me that his love was real</div><div>Having me question fake from real</div><div>To clear my confusion I had to leave him alone</div><div>And pick up the smashed and broken piece of me, all alone</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-45293615182799532462013-10-14T14:04:00.001-05:002013-10-14T14:04:45.020-05:00The knowing... of knowing<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">Dreams tasted upon his lips of yesterday's promise</span></div><div>Today's rain soothed in the whispers of his voice</div><div>Trusting the waterfalls of obstacles that present </div><div>Knowing at the end our hands will still be interlocked </div><div>Hearts forever intertwined</div><div>A bond that is inseparable </div><div>Security only found at the ending of rainbows</div><div>Lilies wildly grazing the fields </div><div>Land sliding through pockets of mud and debris</div><div>Reunited by magnetism of souls connected throughout space</div><div>Comic attractions penetrate surfaces </div><div>The density of emotions sincerity</div><div>History builds foundations for futures reward </div><div>His aura surrounds my vision </div><div>The one my soul searches for </div><div>The only home I know </div><div>Comfort found in just knowing</div><div>Resolution of commitment</div><div>A lifetime of preparations for co-existence </div><div>If time allows sacrifice</div><div>Efforts of togetherness breed actions</div><div>Voiced verbal notes that flow the same beat... on repeat</div><div>The knowing... of just knowing... </div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-26116736506212613692013-10-11T17:31:00.001-05:002013-10-11T17:31:13.606-05:00To be one<div>I <span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">want to inhale his breath as his soul fills my lungs</span></div><div>To be the taste he salivates for </div><div>The scent that his nose craves to smell</div><div>A part of his genetic make up</div><div>As he resides within each layer of my skin</div><div>The sun that shines in his pupils so bright that dilation sets in</div><div>Tingly sensations instantly rise chill bumps</div><div>Butterflies fluttering from head to toe </div><div>Words get lost without the ability to be spoken</div><div>Tongues whisper a language only known to one another</div><div>Eyes connected reading each other's thoughts </div><div>The kiss that produces electrical infusions </div><div>Strength that defies human force</div><div>To the realm of which spirits dance in harmony </div><div>Creating symphonies of shooting stars</div><div>The light that illuminates within</div><div>As each touch erupts volcanoes</div><div>When brain waves become parallel </div><div>The merging of two beings</div><div>To be one </div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-21574329871152917072013-10-11T17:30:00.001-05:002013-10-11T17:30:12.110-05:00My reasons<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">He encompass my sea of tranquility</span></div><div>The calm within my storm</div><div>Peace that comforts me</div><div>The moons glow glimmering in my eyes</div><div>Steadiness that balances my equilibrium </div><div>Shifting planets in the atmosphere</div><div>The rushing of the waves that collide directly into my love</div><div>Reasoning that defies senses</div><div>My gardens of desires fertilized</div><div>Nurturing growth within my spirit</div><div>Baring fruits of labors reward</div><div>Injections of rainbow colored energies</div><div>My breath of fresh air</div><div>That breezes my flesh</div><div>Wishes upon fallen stars</div><div>Flowered fragrances the fill my scent</div><div>Tap dances of rhythms that palpitate inspirations</div><div>With the intensity if lighting strikes</div><div>That rejuvenate my soul</div><div>Infusing life</div><div>For breathing</div><div>He is my reason</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-12062993395684203752013-10-03T08:13:00.001-05:002013-10-03T08:13:46.417-05:00Into the light<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">It's taken me some time to get used to this</span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br>There were many opportunities to just dismiss<br>But what has already been established keeps our energies connected<br>Going with what hearts have selected<br>With communication and compromise<br>Our passion is like waves about to collide<br>You make me see the glass half full<br>Motivating me to be better, reminding me that I already know which<br>strings to pull<br>Freeing my mind of doubt and stress<br>Taking comfort in the ability for secrets to confess<br>My past misjudgments and heartaches made it hard for me to trust<br>But truth is, my love for you goes far deeper than the obvious lust<br>You bring light to my darkness<br>Allowing me to release any fear that I harnessed<br>Bringing different shades of color to my rainbow<br>When the stars fall, you are in the moons glow<br>The reason for the <a href="x-apple-data-detectors://0" x-apple-data-detectors="true" x-apple-data-detectors-type="calendar-event" x-apple-data-detectors-result="0">morning sun</a>shining so bright<br>Taking my spirit to new heights<br>The rapid rhythm in my heartbeat<br>Appreciating the beauty in its occasional offbeat<br>You are the scent I inhale<br>The images in my visions veil<br>You are in my smile and the reason for my bounce<br>I so naturally allow you to be the holder of my heart, every ounce<br>Making a decision to trust isn't a decision that comes easy for me<br>Just handle it with care is my only plea<br>Letting go while hands are held tight<br>Walking into the light</span>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-65916718762276385232013-10-02T16:44:00.001-05:002013-10-02T16:44:57.124-05:00Sweet Dreams<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">The clouds are getting dark and the sky looks as if it's falling </span></div><div>I can barely breathe, the walls are slowly closing in</div><div>The screams are becoming silent and rigor has set in</div><div>Unable to move, muscles become limp</div><div>Mind searching muddy waters </div><div>Bloodshed dreams massacre sights </div><div>Tasting salt filled tears</div><div>Uncontrollable shaking persisting convulsions </div><div>Heart beating out of my chest </div><div>Sweat streaming puddles of escape</div><div>Ocean tides sweeping me under</div><div>Drowning disappointments and pain</div><div>Scratching the ground as the dirt suffocates </div><div>I just want one more view of the sunlight </div><div>Witness the trees blowing </div><div>Smell the roses</div><div>Feel my hair flowing in the wind</div><div>The sun tainting my skin</div><div>To kiss the one I love one more time</div><div>I opened my eyes</div><div>And exhaled</div><div>I must rest</div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-49690125606741305712013-10-02T09:58:00.001-05:002013-10-02T11:01:22.617-05:00Wrongfully Misled<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Blindsided by slick persuasion<br>Disregarding his public evasion<br>Captivated by his tongue<br>Thinking you’re the only one<br>While in fact you’re just one of many<br>Brushing off red flags thinking the other women are just in envy<br>The periodic glances and sly brushes weren’t your imagination<br>Just discretion used in their flirtations<br>Not giving much phone conversation because that’s not really his thing<br>You’re envisioning dresses and rings<br>Making future plans that he has no intentions on keeping<br>Your love to deeper depths continues seeping<br>Putting a commitment on hold while promising soon to come<br>Into his lies you succumb<br>Stringing you on just enough to get your attention<br>His true motives are beyond your comprehension<br>Guaranteeing pleasures to remain the same<br>Still believing that one day you will bare his last name<br>Keep your eyes open at all times<br>The pieces of the puzzle will eventually fall in line<br>All the signs were previously misread<br>Feeling like a fool for giving your all because you were being wrongfully misled</span>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-2383416436821665582013-10-01T17:36:00.001-05:002013-10-01T17:36:46.252-05:00Embrace<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">Tiptoed a dance around the seams </span></div><div>Even appearing in dreams</div><div>At each hour that passes</div><div>Desire floating flames</div><div>Tasting roses blooming your palate </div><div>Serenading your temple</div><div>Purple hues of sun rays</div><div>Singing love melodies of memories</div><div>Air walking on clouds</div><div>Reaching for the sun</div><div>Blinded by attraction</div><div>Souls emulate action </div><div>A rhythms sync</div><div>Basking in the light</div><div>The chill bumps that rise</div><div>Altering the beat of hearts </div><div>Depths of seas encased passion</div><div>Each moment stolen treasures engrave</div><div>A sketch of the physique shadow silhouettes</div><div>Awakening dreams control thoughts and emotion</div><div>The heart tells the stories of its intent</div><div>And contains a hold onto your skin</div><div>Down to the core element that never dies</div><div>Interlocked in its webs</div><div>Care free and secure</div><div>Intensity at its extreme</div><div>Free falling within its realms</div><div>The oozing of a vampires bite</div><div>In a trance that has no ending</div><div>Embracement of love</div><div> </div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-85701514774218075782013-09-26T07:57:00.001-05:002013-09-26T07:57:42.481-05:00In love with another<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I </span><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">thought it was those words that made all the difference</span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br>How they rolled off your tongue mid-sentence<br>Waited my entire life for you to speak<br>Momentarily made my knees weak<br>Images of our wedding day was like a dream come true<br>Perfections that my mind over-drew<br>We were always each other’s fall back<br>Even after over two decades, there are things we still lack<br>Even still, we have yet to have the ability to let each other completely go<br>We are our addiction<br>Played out fairytale love stories like they weren’t fiction<br>This time around, you almost led me astray<br>From my current love, I contemplated walking away<br>Taking the risk for you and me<br>When you got down on bended knee<br>Sending my mind in doubt and confusion<br>But my heart had a different conclusion<br>I am in love with another man<br>And that disregards your lifetime plans<br>That can no longer include me and you<br>We have to let this go once and for all<br>Even if this weren’t the case, there has always been something blocking my fall<br>I can’t explain it, but for you my heart just won’t allow me to feel<br>I guess the up and downs and back and forth’s, has kept my barriers sealed<br>Knowing I could never recover from another heartbreak<br>Those risks are too great for my heart to again partake<br>This time you were just a little bit too late<br>I gave up on these years that for us no longer await<br>Even so, my heart is already spoken for<br>And my true love I can never ignore<br>He has me in totality like no other<br>So now we must permanently part ways, because I am in love with another</span>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-46395016036760052942013-09-25T08:14:00.001-05:002013-09-25T08:48:50.141-05:00Yours<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">You got me</span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br>My whole heart has your name written all over it<br>Visions of you are etched within my spirit<br>I yearn only for you</span><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">It’s you that I crave<br>I bask the brightest glow within my smile<br>That you keep on my face<br>Day and night<br>Just the mere thought of you<br>Captures each moment on replay<br>Every second of us flood my heart<br>The keeper of our secrets<br>Confide in our souls<br>Merged together<br>Our connection in an unstoppable force<br>That grows in strength<br>With each passing second<br>No one else stands a chance<br>Attempts go unnoticed<br>Unfazed by any other<br>Because, I belong to you</span></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-5968038024913171112013-09-23T18:51:00.001-05:002013-09-23T18:51:55.549-05:00Run Away<div>I <span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">am starting to feel feelings of love and I want to run</span></div><div>As far as possible in the opposite direction</div><div>Maybe a distraction or start an argument and be done</div><div>I just can't trust this passion, this longing affection</div><div>Replaying doubts and what if's for every possible scenario of what could go wrong </div><div>Running before any sign of trouble, attempting to avoid heartbreak </div><div>I can't imagine having to be strong</div><div>That mourning again I just can't take</div><div>But I want love more than anything else ever</div><div>I dream about it day and night</div><div>But nothing is a guarantee to last forever</div><div>It's a losing battle to even put up a fight</div><div>Because I feel everything deeper than most</div><div>I can't put my heart on the line to again be broken in shattered pieces</div><div>I just want to pack a bag and disappear to the coast</div><div>Get away until these feelings cease</div><div>But it's calling me by my name</div><div>Getting louder and louder not allowing me to rest</div><div>I can't repeat more of the same</div><div>I don't have the strength to pass this test</div><div>Mind clouded locating the easiest escape route to an unknown destination</div><div>Throwing away the keys to my heart</div><div>Raising my barriers for protection against deception</div><div>Running for me has been some form of art</div><div>And I don't know how to let anyone completely in</div><div>Vulnerability is uncomfortable and uncontrollable, avoiding at all cost</div><div>Images of the smirky grins </div><div>As the lies my mind believed but in the end my love lost</div><div>How can I even consider putting myself out there</div><div>How could I have even allowed these feeling to grow </div><div>How do I know he is sincere and truly cares</div><div>How do I just go with the flow</div><div>I have gotten myself in just a little too deep</div><div>And I don't know how to cope</div><div>Out of nowhere these feelings through the crevices seeped </div><div>Now I feel like I am falling down the slipperiest slope</div><div>With no ability to grasp onto anything to pull myself out</div><div>No control over these emotions being felt</div><div>But living life without</div><div>A true love is not the hands I were dealt</div><div>I must learn how to let go of my fears and love with everything in me</div><div>I must learn to trust with all of my heart</div><div>But I don't know how to even clearly see</div><div>And I have no idea where even to start</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-37976807000049701592013-09-20T11:35:00.001-05:002013-09-20T11:35:51.831-05:00Love Broken<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">The distance echoes feelings that remain unfelt<br>Separation of longing emotions dealt<br>Heart hardens with each passing moment of absence<br>Doubts cloud assurance<br>Sincerity now in question<br>Confessions kept in discretion<br>Hopes and dreams placed too high<br>The misread position no longer applied<br>No use in giving my all while your options are entertained<br>My heart is left bruised and stained<br>Time wasted, love misdirected<br>No resurrection after truths disconnected<br>Picking up the pieces and moving forward<br>Your attempts now being ignored<br>What’s left now when love restored vision<br>It takes more to make the best decisions<br>We cannot allow a distraction<br>And our obvious chemical reactions<br>Have us following with our hearts instead of our mind<br>When everything else is misaligned<br>Walking away is hard but it’s a must<br>To love’s unjust<br>Words left unspoken<br>Hearts left broken</span>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-90905222900390187002013-09-10T16:58:00.001-05:002013-09-10T17:06:09.685-05:00My love is all I have<div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I don't know what it is that we are doing</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Have no idea where we are going </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I just know that I can't let this go, I tried</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">They were real tears that my soul cried</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Love was never meant to be perfect, it's not always flowers and sunsets</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Life has a funny way of stepping in and won't allow your past to forget</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Second guessing and doubting my gut instinct </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I over analyze and constantly rethink</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">What is it that he even see's in me that I can't see in myself </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My accounts are overdrawn and I am far from wealth</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I have nothing to bring to the table</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">And at times I can be emotionally unstable</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">All I have to give is this love within me that is dying to be shared</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">To give me again without guarantee, I am more than scared </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But my heart didn't even put up a fight </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">To my darkness, he is my light </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My vision is clear but it's only him that I see, I only yearn for he</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I've given him hell and he still wants me</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Still believes that there is a chance for us to succeed </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I have provided many opportunities for him to concede</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">It's obviously going to take a lot of communication and compromise</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Our conflicting personalities and views will cause our previous plans to revise </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But it will allow a growth to develop and it's worth fighting for</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The rewards can be so much more</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Than previously imagined or even dreamed</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Working together so that we are no longer fighting the current upstream </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The love inside of me has yet to be released in full capacity</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But I can promise the strength of tenacity</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My mind is made up and I am positive in my decision </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">And I am willing to show him more than he could envision</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I am now ready to give him all of me</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">To my heart, he has the only key</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I don't know what it is that we are doing</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Have no idea where we are going</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But my heart didn't even put up a fight</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">To my darkness, he is my light</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Will the past ever forgive </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Is my love enough, because its all I have to give </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "> </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-59836533042822185962013-09-08T10:01:00.001-05:002013-09-08T10:01:17.307-05:00Crumbling Barriers<div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I taste the lies dripping from his tongue that taste as sweet as chocolate kisses</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Falling for the words sugar coated</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Melting my heart with promises of the world</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">While never even chasing rainbows</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Never even enjoying the moon</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Wishing upon the falling stars</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">His lies were so convincing</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">So truthful to my aching heart</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Blinded by the glare in his eyes</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Fooled but the fuckery in his voice</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The tones of his lies were too sweet to give me a toothache</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Until the clouds cleared</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">And I was finally able to see</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The real truth from his chocolate covered lies</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">That kissed my lips </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">And broke my heart into a million pieces </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Now I am here picking up the pieces of my broken heart</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Unsure of my own gut feeling</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I was fooled into believing in him </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Now I don't know which way is up or down</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Doubting myself</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Not even sure how to trust another again</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The barriers around my heart grow thicker</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Secluded myself </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">For years I ran from any possibility of vulnerability</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I had stopped even the thoughts of a relationship</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">When all of a sudden he came out of no where</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">And showed such persistence </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Then he kissed me like that</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Still attempting restraint</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I kept my barriers intact</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But each stimulating conversation drew me in closer to him </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">His mind captured my attention</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">His touch felt like Heaven</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">His kisses took me on a journey </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Through roses gardens and melodies </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I never imagined letting someone else in</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">This close to my heart</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But he just feels right</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Relaxing my fears and doubt</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">He just makes perfect sense</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The passion within his frame I can't help but feel to my core</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">His love radiates my being</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">It had been so long since I felt that these feelings </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">They were hard to internalize </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I didn't know how to act</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Had no idea what to do or how to not act</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">It scared me so I attempted to push him away</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Even tried to run from him</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">His consistency kept pulling me back </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Because the reality was </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">That I already am in love with him</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">As much as I tried to deny it</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My heart belonged to him</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">So eventually I gave in</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">And set my pride to the side</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Allowing myself to feel his love</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Allowing myself to feel vulnerable </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">For only his eyes to see</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Submitting to allow this love to flow</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Like the blood in my veins</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Taking it slow</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Allowing natural progression to lead the way</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Allowing my barriers to crumble</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-7757569242009648502013-09-06T17:16:00.001-05:002013-09-06T17:16:09.001-05:00Just living in this moment<div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I just can't get this man out of my head</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My heart in his direction is continuously led</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">No matter what else may seem best</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My soul in his hands comfortably rests </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">He is in the smell of my hair</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Behind the visions of my stare</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My scents flavor is enhanced by the pheromones together released</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The volumes of each tone has increased</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">In every thought that crosses my mind</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Each second on the hands of time</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The whispers in my ear only rings his voice</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My majestic desires of choice</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The sensuality of my sexual drive</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">It's only him that controls how my body thrives</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Each tear of joy that escapes my eyes</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The pleasurable moments that hear my cries</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">He is forever embedded into my spirit</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Responsible for writing the words to my lyrics</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">He is the motivation behind my appeal</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The holder of the secrets that I conceal</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The reason that letting go can never be an option</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Taking the good and bad mixing our own concoction </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Figuring out what works best for us</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Because its obvious that this has reached far beyond lust</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Forgetting yesterday and not focused on tomorrow</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Not interested in the time in between that was on borrow</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Engulfing in the presence of now </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">No longer worried about the when and how</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Resting assured in contentment </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Just living in this moment</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-61859331594812286862013-09-03T09:49:00.001-05:002013-09-03T09:49:52.384-05:00Impatiently<div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Attached to my phone</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Looking for a text or to hear the sound of his ringtone</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Every second resisting the urge to call</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Just to hear his voice</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Debating on sending this good morning text</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Deciding against</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I know I have said enough</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">He knows where I stand</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Fighting back tears</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Trying to be patient</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But it’s pure torture</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Every moment without him</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I can’t think of anything else</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My heart is on the line</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I put it all out there</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I feel vulnerable</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Not sure of what else that can be done</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Knowing I need to leave it be</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">For the moment</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Trying to distract my mind</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But nothing is working</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Sitting on the edge of my seat</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Waiting</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">For him to come to me</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">With open arms</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Allowing my love back in</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I know in reality it isn’t that easy</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I understand why we are at this point</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But I just can’t shut off these feelings</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Can’t push away this love</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">That has me captive</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">So, I will continue to wait</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Ever so impatiently</div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-45498178744926746532013-09-02T16:35:00.001-05:002013-09-02T16:35:28.984-05:00I miss us<div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">As much as I try to deny it, I love him</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">With every breath left in my body</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">From the deepest depths of my soul</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I miss the way he used to kiss me with such passion</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The way he held me with such care</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The way our hearts connected and spoke the language of love</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I miss his scent filling my air</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Caressing his chest</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I miss laying in his arms not having to say a word</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">And the unspoken being felt on every inch of our bodies </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">My heart longs for what was</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Wondering if we will ever find our way back</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">To this love that has full control of me</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I miss him... I miss us</div><div><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1424824430706039919.post-68965734693964916722013-08-31T15:50:00.001-05:002013-08-31T15:50:54.215-05:00Vengeful Envy<div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">The wind whispered secrets in my ear of truths and falsies </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Spread further than the eyes could see</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Beneath so-called friendships were deceiving lies all the while smiling in my face</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Sucking away the air from my personal space</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Vultures hovering over each word and sentence thinking of ways to construe</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Attempting to take away joys and life with untruths</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Little did they know their evil intentions were recognized for exactly what they were</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Resistance made the pot difficult to stir</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Sticking their noses in business that they had no right to assume</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Victory prevailed never taking flight to consume</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Privacy no longer being private, publicity became a dark shadow luring in defiance </div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">But in the end the real story became truths reliance</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">While side chatter will always continue</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">An arms lengths distance will now ensue</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Nothing or no one can take the words from my heart and sound from my lips</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">It's just now my mind is stronger than hateful grips</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I now can see the real from the fake</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">And my happiness will never again be at stake</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">No one has the power to take what's truly mine</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">In my thoughts my secrets are now confined</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Lessons learned reserving my trust</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">True love has more strength than envy and lust</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I can forgive but never forget so save any apologies or pleads</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Vengeance in the end has no choice but to concede</div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div><div style="font-family: MarkerFelt-Thin; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; "><br></div>JStarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17099140114891597338noreply@blogger.com1