Echoes

Echoes

Your voice in my ear echoes

Loud and clear, sending chills

Exploding like a volcano

Firing lava distills

From the after affects,

Never again the same

Energy redirected

Senses inflame

Lust reaching heights

Never before known

Inner fire ignites

Adding volume to each tone

Bliss in each breath taken

Tasting each kiss

Sensitivity awakened

Echoes drifting into our abyss

Good Morning All! This is a fresh one...I hope you enjoy :)

Serenity

Serenity

Our magnetism is electrifying

Your kisses are hypnotizing

The warmth of assurance

Motivational endurance

Everlasting passion

Lingering scents of jasmine

Breathless sounds uttering

Leaving hearts fluttering

Flying above and beyond

Bodies instinctively respond

Oceans flowing deep

Desires are ours to keep

Giving emotions density

With a breath of serenity

Good Morning All! I am attempting to discipline myself to write. At times I get too caught up with life to even allow myself to let go and release all the feelings locked inside with my pen...I hope you enjoyed todays release :)

PS: Isnt that an amazing picture! and its my favorite color :) I just couldnt resist...

Fight

Fight

Inside I feel depression forming

A constant mourning

Disappointment that things aren’t going as planned

Feeling weaker as I stand

Like my legs are about to give

Suffering being relived

As I take steps ahead

I begin to lose my tread

And fall further back

With my face being smacked

Tired of struggling

Day to day juggling

Just to get by

Blessings seem to be on standby

I suppose this is a lesson to gain strength

But how long is this ropes length

I am ready for a break

So sick of this heartache

Stress and worry are weighing me down

Getting harder not to frown

These feelings I want to overwrite

Not sure if I have the energy to continue this fight

Good Morning All! I have actually been pretty good lately...But yesterday things just got a little crazy..If it isnt one thing, its another...I am just soooo tired...and today it shows in my mood and in my face...I had to force myself to write and this was the way I felt so it carried over into this poem...I do have happier things to write about...I am just not feeling any of that at this particular moment...

MIA

I so applogize for being MIA recently. I havent even had a chance to breath much less release my feelings into any type of form. My oldest daughter had her senior prom and getting ready for graduation. And now my youngest is getting ready for her 8th grade prom and middle school graduation...Not to mention work keeps me very busy lately.  But all in all, good things are happening. I have started seeing someone :) and that is going great...

Well I have to run now...but I will leave with a few pics...of my babies prom and my new hair cut and color :)

 

 

Vengeance

Vengeance

There is no justice in death by taking one’s life with your hands

Taking responsibility with what you think are His plans

It’s not our right or place to judge

For our own personal grudge

Vengeance is an act of hate

Where is your morality rate

Two wrongs don’t make it right

We are responsible for death despite

Who started the nonsense

All in the name of defense

In the end its still murder that’s unjust

Doing what we think is a must

At what cost

Lives are still lost

Good Morning All! Am I the only person not celebrating the murder? Is it our right to judge or take life from another? Regardless if you have a uniform or badge...In the end you will still have to answer to God...Murder is murder...To me, two wrongs don't make a right...Our hands are now filled with blood...ever since this war started...This war is not even possible to win...So now we await their promises of more death and destruction...so what we can retaliate again...When does is end???  I foresee the world wars mentioned in "Revelations" coming to pass...

Exhaustion

Exhausted physically
And drained mentally

But I still have fight left in me
Displaying my smile for all to see

I have business to administrate
Plans and goals to create

Figuring out what’s next to begin
Not allowing exhaustion to set in

Thank You-Prayer

Thank You-Prayer

Thank you Lord for continously blessing our lives

Thank you for opening our eyes

To your promises and guarantees

Thank you for putting our troubles and worries at ease

Please give us strength to bear adversities

Fill us with the Word that accompanies

Your love and grace

Our hunger for your knowledge embraced

Thirst for your spirit overcomes

Guiding us to being the best we can become

Teaching us your Word as it empowers

Your glory and love continuously showers

Cleansing away our sins

Continue to walk with us as our journey begins

Help us overcome the devils constant attack

Fill us with the confidence we currently lack

Thank you again Lord for always having our back

Thank you for keeping our lives on track

Even when we thought we didnt have the strength to continue

Thank you for your love that always renews

Thank you Lord, Thank you

In Jesus name Amen

Good Morning All! Since it is Good Friday, I thought this would be fitting to repost...I just want to thank Jesus for his sacrafice so that we could be free! I hope everyone has a safe and blessed holiday!

Memories

Memories

Mind drifting to places unknown

Sighs float in the wind like a whisper

Smelling the fragrance of his cologne

Images are bright and getting crisper

Seconds and hours disappear

Time lost does not return

The past seems far but near

Feelings capture and do not adjourn

Moments embraced as the clock ticks

Words no longer able to say

Broken promises remain unfixed

Memories constantly replay

Good Morning All! Not quite sure where this one came from...Not really missing any one particular person...Maybe missing that feeling of love...Theses words to came to me and spilled onto the paper...It wasnt on my mind consciously...But it flowed directly from my heart...

Why

Why

Why do I run from what I want most

Always dodging chances at love

The ability to release all that’s locked in my heart

That one to share life experiences with

That someone to hold me at night

Instead I sleep alone

Dealing with loneliness each day

Feeling incomplete

Missing companionship

Yearning to love

Scared of being hurt

Or wasting time when it doesn’t work

Not wanting to be disappointed

Expecting one who is perfect

Knowing that’s not reality

I need to allow love in

Stop reflecting on what may never happen

Take a chance that I may not regret

Learn how to feel again

And no longer ask myself why

Spaces

Spaces

Spaces in between and out of time

Lost in thoughts absorbing the mind

Spaces where hours seem long

When you're tired of singing the same song

Spaces where words have no meaning

While each letter is hurtfully screaming

Spaces with no one to fill

Like your moving when you're lying still

Spaces where nothing matters

Talking tends to sound like chatter

Spaces that are crowded but empty

As is treatment with no remedy

Spaces that are deep and dark

Adding no fire to the spark

Spaces with endless faces

Depression provoked mind erases

Projection

Projection

Forming a plan to devise

A smooth lateral transition

My strategies I will advise

To accomplish the target mission

My capabilities will go above and beyond

Anything ever expected

Forming lasting relationships as I correspond

Honored to be the one selected

Now it’s my time to shine and uplift

To demonstrate perfection

My decisions will charge each shift

Time to share my ideas and projections

Too Late

Too Late

Where were you when I really needed you

When I wasn’t sure what to do

I needed your kisses to comfort me

To be my referee

When war on me was being waged

To hold me tight when my spirit was enraged

To have my back when times were hard

Help me be more on guard

But these things I handled on my own

Strength to fight battles all alone

So, what do I need you for now

When discomfort you allowed

You haven’t showed me that you were on my side

Weren’t the one I could confide

You’re not worthy to be my mate

No room to step in now, you’re a little too late

Dissapointed

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Disappointed

I am disappointed with myself, maybe I expect perfection

I choked in a moment of recollection

In the most important time, I was supposed to outshine

My true skills I needed to cosign

I was supposed to demonstrate my leadership

And prove I was well equipped

In which I am very much capable

And more than able

I just know could have done more

So upset at myself I wanted to fall out on the floor

And scream to the top of my lungs

I felt my story went unsung

But I can’t take back yesterday

Its only torture when I constantly replay

What I could have or should have said or done

My insecurities I need to outrun

And leave them where they belong

There was so much at stake; I have been in need for so long

All I can do is leave it in God’s hands

And be confident in His plans

Knowing He will provide my needs

And His will always supersedes

 

Grind

Life is moving so fast, I am trying to keep up

Looking through a magnified glass, close-up

Not allowing anything to pass me by

My goals are reaching the sky

Although life is moving at a fast pace

Each second I embrace

Plans consuming my mind

Constantly on my grind

Love is Mine

Soaring above the mountains

Deeper than the ocean

Brighter than color

Louder than sound

Yet as calm as the waves

Rippling in my heart

My love is real and untainted

And is unconditionally given

To the one who is worthy

Of the great honor

To be called mine

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Change

Change

My life is going through a major change

Focus and priorities are being rearranged

Personally and professionally revamping majorly

In His wisdom I feed savorly

Praising God for these blessings coming my way

Learning the values of obedience each day

Strong enough to withstand the devils attacks

My faith wont allow me to feel the impact

Instead I relish in His peace

Knowing all the fires will soon cease

Confident that everything will work out

And I will remain standing throughout

My highest honor is serving

After all my struggles in this change I feel deserving

Freeing Darkness

Freeing Darkness

Tasting the salt of the rain

Caused by past pains

Crippling and unable to move on

Wishing the hurt was gone

Cycles continuously repeating

Energy depleting

Tired of the nightmares awakening

Scars further deepening

Unable to trust another

Not able to open up to any other

Secluded and suffering with images

From love and feelings completely distances

Tried every other avenue

But further soul destruction ensued

Until I knelt on bended knee

And asked Him to part my Red Sea

To escape my hell on earth

He led me out of darkness to a rebirth

Freeing my heart and soul

My inner bleeding healed and consoled

Giving me testimonies to recite

Carrying me out of darkness into His light

Never Enough

Never Enough

The sound of your voice makes my heart skip a beat

Like a broken record on repeat

Love no longer denies

Kissing you with closed eyes

Feeling your arms surrounding

In rhythmic sync our hearts pounding

True love escaping our pores

Never enough, always craving more

Stronger

Stronger

From lessons learned I have grown

Dodged each stone thrown

Totally loving me for me

And being the best and all that I can be

Striving for even higher stakes

No matter what it takes

Or what has to be further endured

Through each mistake I have matured

Escaping stress with peace

With my pen I release

Nothing or no one can hold me back

Staying focused and right on track

Loving even enemies with my whole heart

While nonsense departs

Respect I always demand

And stronger I stand

 

His Answer

His Answer

I have so many things going and don’t know which way to turn

Making the right decision is my main concern

Which doors need to be opened and which ones needs to be closed

I pray for my eyes to see all that is being disclosed

In seclusion I spend my time awaiting the correct answer

Where proper decisions will lead my life to an enhancer

This time is teaching me the values of patience

Showing me where my life needs maintenance

As I prepare my life toward His will

My soul He continuously refills

Giving me what I need to maintain

Knowledge through His Word, I ascertain

Giving me inner peace and confidence

Knowing behind each of my actions there is a consequence

Not falling trap to the chaos that surrounds me

In all the answers I seek, resting assure in His guarantee

Good Morning All! I just finished this poem a few mins ago.  I am slowly working my way back into my writing grove. This poem above I think is the reason I went unable to write for so long. Having soo much on my mind, not wanting to speak until I got peace with all that is on my plate.  People are coming at me left and right, to the point I don't know which way to turn.  I have spent a lot of time alone with my thoughts.  Although I still have no resolution, I am learning to be patient and await His guidance.  Allowing things to work out on their own, as hard as that truly is.  I hope that you get peace and patience from this poem, just as I did!

Waiting

Waiting

Heartbroken because I can’t be with you now

My whole heart is yours, I vow

There is no other I desire

It’s only your love I require

Missing times shared

Nothing else can even compare

To the love we hold for one another

In that trueness I find cover

Each second without you my heart aches

But no matter how long it takes

No matter what we have endured

Let your doubt be assured

My love for you I am restating

I will be here waiting

Rushed

Rushed

Too busy rushing around to even think

Not allowing true feelings to sink

Just going through life’s motions

Caught up in all the commotion

Trying to stay focused

Displaying a lack of emotion went unnoticed

Pulling back wasn’t planned

My time is precious and under demand

It’s nothing you have said or done

Not really up to a rerun

My life is heading in the opposite direction

My heart is elsewhere, please accept my confession

There are feelings residing within

Of a love that pouring out through my skin

It’s always been there hidden and denied

These feelings just won’t subside

I can no longer run or ignore

This love seeping through my pores

Listening to feelings felt my heart is pleading

No longer wanting to deny by continuously rushing past true feelings

Good Morning All! FINALLY a fresh one....If you can see, I kinda been going through an inner struggle. These feelings are true to life :) But it may be a good thing -hint hint-

Thank You-Prayer

Thank you Lord for continously blessing our lives
Thank you for opening our eyes
To your promises and guarantees
Thank you for putting our troubles and worries at ease
Please give us strength to bear adversities
Fill us with the Word that accompanies
Your love and grace
Our hunger for your knowledge embraced
Thirst for your spirit overcomes
Guiding us to being the best we can become
Teaching us your Word as it empowers
Your glory and love continuously showers
Cleansing away our sins
Continue to walk with us as our journey begins
Help us overcome the devils constant attack
Fill us with the confidence we currently lack
Thank you again Lord for always having our back
Thank you for keeping our lives on track
Even when we thought we didnt have the strength to continue
Thank you for your love that always renews
Thank you Lord, Thank you
In Jesus name Amen

Good Morning All! this is a repost but I thought this had to be said today. I have a lot to be thankful for! I went on an interview last week for a promotion at my job, I am thanking God in advance and speaking it into exsistence! God KNOWS I need this! My baby is getting ready to go to college in the fall! And this would be a very nice pay increase, the most money than I have ever made as of yet.  I hope everyone is doing well!

Tasteless

Tasteless

My mouth is dry but I cannot quench my thirst

In a pool of thoughtlessness I am immersed

The world is going on around me

My inner screams are dying to be free

But I chose to remain allusive

Leaving my love and feelings for my own exclusive

Insecurities and heart entwined

Raging their own wars in my mind

Not allowing the other to win

And the other not willing to ever give in

Lost hopes and dreams

Are causing two extremes

Emotions remain unfazed

Inside my eternal love is about to set a blaze

But the one that deserves it has not revealed his face

So until he shows himself, I have removed my taste

Good Morning All! Yes, a repost. I started my second Discipleship class at church and that takes up my evenings. I hope everyone is doing well. Not sure what is wrong with me, been kinda in my own daze...Not in a funk at all, just a lot of planning on my mind. I disnt realize until someone pointed out that I was being very distant, it wasnt intentional at all.

Rainbow

Rainbow

Life continuously throws us down bumpy roads

Pain takes over and implodes

We make mistakes over and over again

But we have to know when to say when

Learn how to overcome

Not allowing ourselves to succumb

To drama and dismay

Never being led astray

Once the rain clears

The beautiful rainbow appears

Note: This poem was inspired by my daughter Tanaesha, she came up with "No Rain, No Rainbow" This poem is to explain her phrase's purpose...


Good Morning All! Yes, another repost...But it is a postive one...There IS a light at the end of the rainbow....Grab your pot of gold....

Excuses

Excuses

Why do we make excuses for why we can't obey

This is when our hearts are led astray

Falling into evil temptations

Ignoring His expectations

Then blame Him for not progressing

Instead of on our knees confessing

Wondering why our problems are not being alleviated

But the route He mapped we deviated

We go to church and hear the Word

But don't truthfully understand what we heard

We take what we want to hear

But our efforts are not sincere

How can you love Him with half of our heart

Without learning His Word that He is attempting to impart

Build a true relationship with Him

Allowing Him to be the only one you depend

He will give you the strength to make it through

Your spirit He will renew

You will be able to feel His presence within

And allow your walk with Him to truly begin

Exodus 3:10-12 NIV
10-"...So now, go I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt."
11-But Moses said to God, "Who am I, that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?
12-And God said, "I will be with you. And this will be the sign to you that it is I who have sent you..."

Exodus 4:1 NIV
1-Moses answered, "What if they do not believe me or listen to me and say, 'The Lord did not appear to you'?"

Exodus 4:11-13 NIV
11-The Lord said to him, "Who gave man his mouth? Who makes him deaf or mute? Who gives him sight or makes him blind? Is it not I, the Lord?
12-Now go; I will help you speak and will teach you what to say."
13-But Moses said, "O Lord, please send someone else to do it."

See how Moses made exuses to not obey God's instructions!!!! We doubt ourselves or dont want to stand up in His name, we are ashamed and deny him....Just as Peter denied Him after Jesus was arrested prior to Him being crucified, Peter denied Him three times...

John 18:17-18 NIV
17-"You are not one of his disciples, are you?" the girl at the door asked Peter. He replied, "I am not."
18-It was cold, and the servants and officials stood around a fire they had made to keep warm. Peter also standing with them, warming himself.

Making exuses is basically denying God, in His eyes...Yes, we are sinners...and are not perfect, but God knows whats in our hearts and he knows if we are truly trying to please Him...Dont make exuses...Just do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good Morning All! I am reposting this for a reason today. I forgot and missed my first DiscipleshipII class. I fell into temptation. I had a long day at work and went home and had a couple of glasses of wine. When my teacher called, I could have went if I hadnt drank the wine. I felt bad beyond measure. It made me think...If I hadnt missed church on Sunday, I may have remembered. So now, all I can do is ask Him forgiveness and not allow anything else to come in between my classes and the bonding with Him! I WILL do my homework, and be in class next week! No excuses...


I hope that everyone has a great weekend!

I Still Want You...

I Still Want You

I want you to kiss me passionately like you used to

I want to see you smile again when I am in your view

I want to feel the passion we once knew

I want to forget the troubles we have been through

I want sleepless nights next to you

I want our love to feel brand new

I want ecstasy to the fullest pursued

I want to feel safe to subdue

I want you to completely hold me within you

Feeling your love inside is long overdue

I want our love’s strength to always anew

Baby I still love and want only you…

Good Morning All! Another repost, sorry....This is am old one and the person I wrote this for crossed my mind...I hope everyone is doing well!

Artistic

Artistic


Artist of words
Creating images

Of my life stories
With pen and paper

Spilling my heart
In all shades

Onto my easel
Broadening horizons

Painting lessons learned
With rhyme and reason

Tantalizing word play
In the artistic form of poetry


Hello All. Sorry for yet again another report...I am posting this for some inspiration...I am doing well, very well right now. I just cant lock in a topic. I am so in need of a muse....Now that I have a laptop and able to access the internet, I still cant write...Its frustrating, I have started a few things....But I have been working on the novel I started years ago...But thats easy because its all based on facts....

I hope that everyone is doing well!

His Light

His Light

When the clouds are too thick to see the light

Keep your goals in sight

Be prepared to trip and fall for your vision is not yet clear

Find that strength to persevere

No matter what road blocks are in the way

In the good and the bad, dont forget to kneel before Him and pray

Be thankful for where life has brought you thus far

Even when the lessons learned leave scars

Stop making wishes over a four leaf clover

For it aint over, until God says its over

He will provide all that you require

And not always everything you desire

Have faith that it will all work out in the end

Just the way He intends

Allow His love in your heart to reside

His light is our constant guide

Good Morning All! Sorry for reposting yet again...But since I havent written anything fresh, this poem spoke to me today. I went through a rough patch recently, and He worked things out above and beyond, as always. So right now I am so grateful and praising His name!

I just got a mini laptop, so I can do some writing on. I started editing one of my novels I havent touched in years last night. Since we have a three day weekend, I promise to have some fresh poetry to post  next week. My mental state is in a place now, where I can release. I am unable to write when I am going through the situation, I usualy write about it after, as a closure thing for me....I am ready to do so now....

Kiss

Kiss

Kiss me like you never have before

My reservations and hesitations totally ignore

I know I haven’t allowed myself to completely let go

Allowing emotions to reach its plateau

I have been scared to give in

Terrified to truly begin

Kissing you takes things to a new height

Setting a blaze my fears to ignite

Trusting you entirely

Releasing to you my heart in its entirety

Unleashing feelings never felt

While insecurities continue to melt

Demonstrate without words but with actions

Not allowing for any distractions

Feeling again that pure love actually exists

All of these feelings set free just by your loving kiss

Good Morning All! Since some of us are still in a "lovey dovey" mood, I figured this poem was appropriate. Although I didn't even get a kiss for Valentines Day...I wrote this poem because I have always had issues with kissing because its so much more for me and I don't kiss everyone...I think I am getting over that...This is a repost, I still haven't been able to write...I think its just that soooo much is going on right now that I haven't had time to even put a thought together...I know I have been missing in action but I will be back regularly very soon....

What's Love-Happy Valentines Day!

What's Love

Really, truthfully

Two hearts connected as one,

Loving each other endlessly

Accepting each other’s faults

Showing the other unconditional true love

Without expecting anything in return

Supporting one another in everything

No matter the consequence

Agreeing to disagree, communication strengthens

But we are afraid of getting hurt

Lied to, betrayed, or cheated on

Mentally or physically

We are scared to completely let go and wholeheartedly love

My problem is that I don’t know how to love if it’s not completely

Giving my all

I don’t know how to love partially

What’s the point

If it’s not REALLY LOVE…

Good Morning! I hope that everyone has a great and loving Valentines Day! I have no special plans, other than spending the evening with my daughters. This poem is a repost, I have started poems lately but still not too motivated to write...

God is GOOD...ALL the time

Hello ALL! I know I have been missing in action lately....A lot has been going on with me, but it is ALL working out just the way its supposed to...Opening doors I didnt know was even possible...I am posting today to remind everyone that God is GOOD ALL the time!!! Be thankful of WHATEVER situation you are in....Praise His name...He WILL see you through...whatever situation...Dont allow people, this world and situations to get in the way of YOUR God given joy!

I hope that everyone has a blessed day today! I promise to write really really soon!

Imperfections

Tired of constantly stressing

So with my pen I am confessing

My sins and wrong turns

Praying for guidance to return

Allowing life to take my joy

Disconnection notices starting to annoy

Causing disruption within my spirit

Pain so overwhelming trying not to feel it

Knowing He IS going to work it out

In that having no doubt

Just tired of struggling

Daily juggling

Amongst this madness

I must push through this sadness

And give my stresses to Him

The only one I can always depend

To carry me through any storm

Putting my life in His hands to transform

Realizing stressing was useless

Making my efforts fruitless

Refocusing my direction

Accepting life’s imperfections

Muse-less

Good Morning All!  I hope that everyone had a great weekend! I am currently slightly stressed and I think that this is why I am having so much trouble finding my muse. Its usually easier for me to write about something after I have gone through it....The things going on, I am confident that things will work out. I guess you could say that I am more frustrated than anything and that is messing up my flow right now. I am trying to get myself back on track....

Checking In

Hello All!  I hpe that things are going good for everyone. I am sorry that I havent posted anything new lately. Still having issues getting my computer at work...Long story...

Plus I havent been motivated to write anything new....I honestly havent even tried...I will have to pull it together by this weekend...

Desire

Desire

Desires invade

Minds concentration

Distort thoughts

Configuring manifestations

Replacing ambitions

Caught in the moment

Criteria dissipated

Lighting desire

Tantalizing frustrations

Inviting tensions

Settling for less

Less deserved

Passing blessings

Succumbing to

Controlling desires

Freed

You tried to take me, my soul
Until I learned to gain control
You hurt me in ways I couldn’t let go
Locking my pain inside so no one would know
Desperately wanting my father’s love
Realizing my Father is the man above
Looking for love in the wrong places
Pushing past the hurt of many different faces
Made mistakes I can’t take back
Now focused on getting my life on track
Releasing the flash backs and nightmares
That haunted when no one cared
Finding and truly loving me
All that pain and hurt finally freed

Aim

Drips dropping slowly

Forming a knowing

Of obstacles and triumphs

In my throat formed a lump

Knowing what to do

Confidence seeping through

Finding my way in this place called life

Made amends with all this so called strife

Letting go of inhibitions

Making better decisions

My life I reclaim

To higher heights I aim

Deceit

Deceit

Not falling for your lies

Revealing your disguise

Elated I didn’t release my heart to you

Bigger and better opportunities I pursue

I deserve more respect than you have given

But all is forgiven

Because it’s not my place to judge

It’s not even worth me holding a grudge

I am not that same person anymore

No longer making the same mistakes as before

The difference is that I love and respect me now

Demanding what I deserve, I vow

Not wasting time in sorrow

Looking forward to a brighter tomorrow

Not even worthy of shedding a tear

When I know my heart is sincere

No longer giving to the undeserved

Especially when it’s unearned

No longer serving a purpose, cutting off all ties

Seeing truth beyond blatant falsies and deceit

 

Double Crossed

Double Crossed

You were the one I thought I’d spend my life with

But our “happily ever after” was a myth

I thought I knew you, everything about you

But your lies have been seen through

It hurts because above all else you were my best friend

That one person I could always depend

Now our friendship must cease

Leaving my broken heart in one piece

But at least now I know the truth

And am sure of what’s it’s my view

Now it’s time to let go and move on

My love is now withdrawn

Because you were never worthy of me

Not worthy to be the trustee

Of my heart and all that entails

And all of that would have unveiled

I guess it’s just you’re loss

With your plans to double cross

 

Stolen Kisses

Stolen Kisses

We see each other in passing routinely

Sneaking a peak here and there

So very discreetly

Words unspoken in midair

When the elevator doors closed

He reached in and kissed my lips

Tongues danced like they were composed

With eyes closed like an eclipse

Tensions mounted as my heart skipped a beat

Not wanting it to end

As the doors opened we tried to play discreet

But inside we couldn’t pretend

This was not long awaited

The longing could not dismiss

Lips left much elated

Until the next time of stolen kisses

Warmth

 Warmth

Snowflakes decorating the sky

Winter chills brisk bite

Loneliness hard to deny

That person holding me through the night

Loving me to no end

Body heat rising

Fluids mixing to the perfect blend

Positions continuously revising

Defining ecstasy with chemistry untamed

Arising eruptions unable to conceal

Heart lustfully inflamed

My dreams so alive, almost surreal

Intrigued

Dali Salvador

Intrigued by the depths of you

Got me wondering if I should pursue

Curiosity is getting the best of me

Putting myself out there with no guarantee

I am feeling your sexy style

Hopeful you are worthwhile

Not looking for anything serious

Loving the mysterious

Wanting to know what it takes to make you smile

Levels of you trying to compile

Piecing together the real you

Asking myself if you are true

I have enjoyed time spent

Curious of your intent

Time will only tell

If things will excel or we say our farewells

Actions speak louder than words could ever

Hoping we are successful in our endeavor

Eager to see if you can take my breathe and leave me fatigue

You have me very intrigued…

Vibe

Vibe

Vibes flowing within my veins

Of thoughts remain

On the tip of my pen

Releasing over and over again

Flooding paper with unspoken words

Previously unheard

No longer locked inside

All my secrets I confide

Feeling the rhythm

Becoming the victim

Getting lost in thought

Inner battles being fought

Verses being scribed

Syncing with each syllable of this vibe

 

Awaken

Awaken Love-Charlotte Atkinson

Awaken

His touch awakens, as a breath of fresh air

His kiss evokes feelings deep

Way beyond a casual affair

With my heart at ease, comes peaceful sleep

His heart soothes inner fears

His eyes confirm sincerity

Wiping away stains left from trails of tears

Walls tumbling, leaving room for prosperity

His personality completely comforts, emotions ignite

His hands guide in new undiscovered directions

Withstanding disagreements, previews a different light

Willingly demonstrates truth behind affections

His voice fills my ears, profoundly outspoken

Words don’t give justice to an unwritten lyric

With him, love prevails the unspoken

His love fully awakens my spirit

 

Beauty- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :)

HAPPY 35TH BIRTHDAY TO ME :)

Beauty

Fresh hair cut and color; make up looking fierce

Eyes deep enough to pierce

My fresh black pumps with the newly manicured toes out

Looks are deceiving; inside I am overcoming self doubt

Tight, sexy dark blue jeans with the red low cut top

Making all of the on-looking mens jaw drop

Cute baby face on the outside

But who wants to really know the complete inside

Short in height and small in frame

Does anyone care whats really in my brain

Focused and professional. but always real

When will someone truly care how I really feel

Smiling face in front of others

Can we truly trust one another

Not impressed unless they can really connect mentally

And not only for satisfaction that only lasts momentarily

The eyes are the key to ones soul

Look deep inside that person and see thier true role

Everyone in life is not for keeps

Every night I singly sleep

Choosing not to settle for less than I deserve

My full heart I have chosen to reserve

It's not in my physical description, but whats in my heart

My inner beauty is my true work of art

Just Once More

Just Once More

Lying here in this bed next to him

Wanting him to touch and love me until my knees go numb

Longing to feel his soft kisses on my neck

Loving me all the way down past the small of my back

His hands caressing my thighs as gentle as a feather

Making my senses alert and sensitive to his touch

Craving to feel him inside

Taking me to our special sensual place

Indulging into pure ecstasy

Falling asleep in his arms, awakening to his much desired kisses

But instead

I lay next to this man I love with every molecule of my body

Hurting, missing the love we shared

Both knowing we cannot be, not now

But the love we share is so powerful and keeps pulling us back

Now we lay here as two friends would

Pretending we don’t want to give in

Just once more…