When I close my eyes bright lights flash in the stillness of my darkness
Tears stream in rainbow colors
Distorted and faded pictures become clear
Tainted images of stolen innocence
Repeated cycles from actions patterns
Attempting to break free from the expected
Clouds of monotony shroud the nightmares
Breathing in the pain of terrors
Every step forward pushes two steps back
Lying in puddles of my own blood
Tasting the sweat drowning my dreams
Peace evaded by illusions
The voices scream in crowds of noise
Powerless to avoidance
Emerging unforgettable thoughts
Massaging aches through temporary relief
Mind encases truths behind smiles
Twisted streams grasp it's hold
Sickness becomes tiring
Strength grows in frustration
Pushing away negativity
Flowers bloom in the rain
Views change mentalities process
Pain still stains
But happiness is a choice
s from actions patterns
Attempting to break free from the expected
Clouds of monotony shroud the nightmares
Breathing in the pain of terrors
Every step forward pushes two steps back
Lying in puddles of my own blood
Tasting the sweat drowning my dreams
Peace evaded by illusions
The voices scream in crowds of noise
Powerless to avoidance
Emerging unforgettable thoughts
Massaging aches through temporary relief
Mind encases truths behind smiles
Twisted streams grasp it's hold
Sickness becomes tiring
Strength grows in frustration
Pushing away negativity
Flowers bloom in the rain
Pain still stains
But happiness is a choice
