Thursday, May 30, 2013

Definitions of love

The breeze that breaths fresh air to your soul and brings life into each shade of color
The gentle brush of the wind that refreshes your spirit, cleansing your emotions
The sanctuary of home in a chaotic world, calming disappointments
The comfort of vulnerability exploring depths of the oceans core
The serenity of joy and peace your heart feels when your mind is at ease
The ecstasy of vibes created as souls connect reaching stages and levels of contentment
The passions of two becoming one, the connection of two beings into one collective spirit
The defining eruptions of each one of your senses causing waves rushing into your mind, body and soul
The volcanic explosions of the vessels within each fiber of your being
The steadiness of your feelings soaring above and beyond the clouds illuminated by each star in the sky
The dance that encircles the rings of Saturn and bounces off Venus and Mars
The orbit of your soul leaving your physical body
The light years that encompasses our true destiny
The nanoseconds that leads to decades of existence 
The rhythms that synchronize the palpitations of two beating hearts
The tickle in your throat when the expressions are released in those three words
The flutter your heart feels when your love looks into your eyes
The high you travel into the galaxy of passion
The brightness of the full moon while the stars fall entering the atmosphere
The rain that forms into drops saturating your pores with each drip
The enhancement of your bond that grows stronger with each second that passes
The excitement felt in the moments before they walk through your threshold
The scent of the morning dew blanketing your eyelids with each vision of love
The last first kiss your lips feel when you are positive they are the one meant for you
The extension of that special part of you no one has ever seen with their own eyes
The relaxation of all doubts and fears
The risk in not knowing what tomorrow will bring but enjoying the happenings of now
The luxury of giving all of you to another without hesitation
The feel of just knowing
The delicacy demonstrated with each taste your tongue embraces
The unconditional gift with no limitations
The chasing of reality found in emotions
The butterfly spreading its wings flying into thoughtlessness while appreciating its beauty
The feelings that can only be felt never able to justify the spoken
The words of poetry your heart creates within unwritten and undefined feelings that words can never truly define

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Just let go

Basking in the afterglow of you, of the passion we naturally created
A sense of a homing relaxation, in a trance heavily sedated
The emotions I feel are so overwhelming that I can’t hold back tears
This joy within disregards any previous fears
Making me wonder why I have ever wasted time with another
I feel like life has shown me truths and guided me to the one who is above all others
Each mistake I made prepared me for the blessings I am receiving
Day by day growth is constantly exceeding
I want more and more of you; the levels of love are rising
Feelings that I didn’t know were possible are surprisingly compromising
Each moment with you the intensity increases
My doubts are now resting at peace
The peace I feel in your presence
From the second we part, I mourn your absence
My thoughts are consumed by the memories of us
Just living in that suspended time, lavishing in the now
Not even contemplating tomorrow, the where, when or how
Going with the flow, allowing it to control the destiny of what is meant
The process of falling enriches the energy of contentment
Inspiring each palpitation my heart has fluttered
Supernatural feelings surpass words that could attempt definition with each breath uttered
Our visions enhancement
Love redeems spiritual advancement
Love reasons for vulnerability
Defies sensibility
And worth every risk regardless of consequence
If you allow the natural progression to commence
Allowing true love to cultivate
Just let go and allow your heart to dictate

I need more

I need more than brief text conversations to hold me over until the next time we meet
Just for random bedroom visits attempting to be discreet
How are we supposed to build a foundation with nothing being brought to the table
Not leaving room for growth, feelings slowly being disabled
I long for late night phone calls learning each one of your desires
Time together getting to know what we require
Discovering what makes you smile
Seeing if our compatibility is worthwhile
Even though it’s been a few months, it just hasn’t been enough to sustain
I can’t tell if outside of the physical we hold enough to maintain
I need more of you
To give me something to hold onto
Something to look forward to
Promises of a future to ensue
I need you to be there for me as a man should
I need you to go above and beyond just as for you I would
I need just a little more compassion and attention
To be able to release all of this built up tension
I get tired surviving this cold world alone
Yes, I am used to handling everything on my own
But sometimes it’s nice to have a break from independence
Relief from the weight of the world and its persistence
This routine is getting too comfortable, losing its passion
Now even time spent is being rationed
I just can’t continue at this rate, disregarding my needs attempting to make due
I need more of you

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Let’s not speak

Let’s be perfectly clear, your opinion of me has no affect
I saw right through your friendly gestures and your true identity I accurately detect
You are a follower in this evil world trying to gain acceptance
Constantly attempting to prove your competence
Using your God given talent to gain friends on this artistic scene
Behind your fakeness others are also seeing right through your smoke screen
I won’t be the only one that distances themselves from your nonsense and judgmental views
I don’t have time for that and have my own business to attend to
I know exactly who I am and have no need to pretend that I am something other than me
I don’t struggle with any crisis of identity
If you think so, then you truly don’t know a thing about me and never truly tried
You only know what I chose to confide
I don’t entertain drama or feed into childish high school games
Just because I am friends with someone you don’t like, I refuse to share your blame
If the person I am bothers you, then don’t pretend to be my friend
Because who I am you will never be able to comprehend
Not being your friend brings me no love loss
I only have to answer to the man that gave his life for me on the cross
I have my own life to live
And your ignorance I can forget and forgive
I hold no hate, hurt, anger or sadness in my heart for you
It’s sad because you speak positivity but its only venom you spew
For you all I can do is pray
That one day you will see what is it that you portray
Until then, we don’t even have to fake
A friendship that you chose to forsake
My life isn’t up for your critique
So, just keep my name out of your mouth and let’s not even speak