Thursday, March 31, 2011

Freeing Darkness

Freeing Darkness

Tasting the salt of the rain
Caused by past pains
Crippling and unable to move on
Wishing the hurt was gone
Cycles continuously repeating
Energy depleting
Tired of the nightmares awakening
Scars further deepening
Unable to trust another
Not able to open up to any other
Secluded and suffering with images
From love and feelings completely distances
Tried every other avenue
But further soul destruction ensued
Until I knelt on bended knee
And asked Him to part my Red Sea
To escape my hell on earth
He led me out of darkness to a rebirth
Freeing my heart and soul
My inner bleeding healed and consoled
Giving me testimonies to recite
Carrying me out of darkness into His light

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Never Enough

Never Enough

The sound of your voice makes my heart skip a beat
Like a broken record on repeat
Love no longer denies
Kissing you with closed eyes
Feeling your arms surrounding
In rhythmic sync our hearts pounding
True love escaping our pores
Never enough, always craving more

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Stronger

Stronger

From lessons learned I have grown
Dodged each stone thrown
Totally loving me for me
And being the best and all that I can be
Striving for even higher stakes
No matter what it takes
Or what has to be further endured
Through each mistake I have matured
Escaping stress with peace
With my pen I release
Nothing or no one can hold me back
Staying focused and right on track
Loving even enemies with my whole heart
While nonsense departs
Respect I always demand
And stronger I stand

 

Monday, March 28, 2011

His Answer


His Answer

I have so many things going and don’t know which way to turn
Making the right decision is my main concern
Which doors need to be opened and which ones needs to be closed
I pray for my eyes to see all that is being disclosed
In seclusion I spend my time awaiting the correct answer
Where proper decisions will lead my life to an enhancer
This time is teaching me the values of patience
Showing me where my life needs maintenance
As I prepare my life toward His will
My soul He continuously refills
Giving me what I need to maintain
Knowledge through His Word, I ascertain
Giving me inner peace and confidence
Knowing behind each of my actions there is a consequence
Not falling trap to the chaos that surrounds me
In all the answers I seek, resting assure in His guarantee

Good Morning All! I just finished this poem a few mins ago.  I am slowly working my way back into my writing grove. This poem above I think is the reason I went unable to write for so long. Having soo much on my mind, not wanting to speak until I got peace with all that is on my plate.  People are coming at me left and right, to the point I don't know which way to turn.  I have spent a lot of time alone with my thoughts.  Although I still have no resolution, I am learning to be patient and await His guidance.  Allowing things to work out on their own, as hard as that truly is.  I hope that you get peace and patience from this poem, just as I did!

Friday, March 25, 2011

Waiting


Waiting

Heartbroken because I can’t be with you now
My whole heart is yours, I vow
There is no other I desire
It’s only your love I require
Missing times shared
Nothing else can even compare
To the love we hold for one another
In that trueness I find cover
Each second without you my heart aches
But no matter how long it takes
No matter what we have endured
Let your doubt be assured
My love for you I am restating
I will be here waiting

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Rushed

Rushed


Too busy rushing around to even think
Not allowing true feelings to sink
Just going through life’s motions
Caught up in all the commotion
Trying to stay focused
Displaying a lack of emotion went unnoticed
Pulling back wasn’t planned
My time is precious and under demand
It’s nothing you have said or done
Not really up to a rerun
My life is heading in the opposite direction
My heart is elsewhere, please accept my confession
There are feelings residing within
Of a love that pouring out through my skin
It’s always been there hidden and denied
These feelings just won’t subside
I can no longer run or ignore
This love seeping through my pores
Listening to feelings felt my heart is pleading
No longer wanting to deny by continuously rushing past true feelings


Good Morning All! FINALLY a fresh one....If you can see, I kinda been going through an inner struggle. These feelings are true to life :) But it may be a good thing -hint hint-

Monday, March 14, 2011

Thank You-Prayer

Thank you Lord for continously blessing our lives
Thank you for opening our eyes
To your promises and guarantees
Thank you for putting our troubles and worries at ease
Please give us strength to bear adversities
Fill us with the Word that accompanies
Your love and grace
Our hunger for your knowledge embraced
Thirst for your spirit overcomes
Guiding us to being the best we can become
Teaching us your Word as it empowers
Your glory and love continuously showers
Cleansing away our sins
Continue to walk with us as our journey begins
Help us overcome the devils constant attack
Fill us with the confidence we currently lack
Thank you again Lord for always having our back
Thank you for keeping our lives on track
Even when we thought we didnt have the strength to continue
Thank you for your love that always renews
Thank you Lord, Thank you
In Jesus name Amen

Good Morning All! this is a repost but I thought this had to be said today. I have a lot to be thankful for! I went on an interview last week for a promotion at my job, I am thanking God in advance and speaking it into exsistence! God KNOWS I need this! My baby is getting ready to go to college in the fall! And this would be a very nice pay increase, the most money than I have ever made as of yet.  I hope everyone is doing well!

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Tasteless

Tasteless

My mouth is dry but I cannot quench my thirst
In a pool of thoughtlessness I am immersed

The world is going on around me
My inner screams are dying to be free

But I chose to remain allusive
Leaving my love and feelings for my own exclusive

Insecurities and heart entwined
Raging their own wars in my mind

Not allowing the other to win
And the other not willing to ever give in

Lost hopes and dreams
Are causing two extremes

Emotions remain unfazed
Inside my eternal love is about to set a blaze

But the one that deserves it has not revealed his face
So until he shows himself, I have removed my taste

Good Morning All! Yes, a repost. I started my second Discipleship class at church and that takes up my evenings. I hope everyone is doing well. Not sure what is wrong with me, been kinda in my own daze...Not in a funk at all, just a lot of planning on my mind. I disnt realize until someone pointed out that I was being very distant, it wasnt intentional at all.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Rainbow


Rainbow

Life continuously throws us down bumpy roads
Pain takes over and implodes

We make mistakes over and over again
But we have to know when to say when

Learn how to overcome
Not allowing ourselves to succumb

To drama and dismay
Never being led astray

Once the rain clears
The beautiful rainbow appears

Note: This poem was inspired by my daughter Tanaesha, she came up with "No Rain, No Rainbow" This poem is to explain her phrase's purpose...


Good Morning All! Yes, another repost...But it is a postive one...There IS a light at the end of the rainbow....Grab your pot of gold....