Friday, March 22, 2013


Enough is enough; I am so tired of being prejudged
Knowing nothing about me but you discriminate and hold a grudge
I am not “acting black”; please tell me how do you act a race
However I do know some that go out of their way to fit in, but with me that’s hardly the case
I am a product of my environment and I grew up the minority
The reason I speak and dress as I do can only be classified as a social conformity
In school, I got teased and at times had to fight
All because my skin was white
I am not out to take your man, I have my own
So, what’s up with the comments and nasty looks making your disgust known
Because I have chosen to date outside of my race, why does this affect you
You have no idea what it’s like to walk in my shoes
Remember I was the minority, and my choices of a partner have been limited
Where opinions from all have never been omitted
Why do you go so far as attempting to take what’s mine
Assuming he will be better off with his “own kind”
It was our decision to fall in love
Is it that you think we are undeserving of
A love that is not based on race but a love that is ever so true
We were able to look past your detestable views
I was raised by a mother who taught me to love everyone regardless of the color of their skin
A mother who holds no hate within
She has lived in the era of segregation and desegregation
With an open and unprejudiced heart that at that time caused complications
Being a witness to family member’s racist views
Distaste and hate continuously spewed
Race relations over the years have not improved
But others opinions over my life are so far removed
I have dealt with discrimination from all races because of my choices
Hateful words replay in disgustful voices
My daughters endured hate and jealousy due to their silky hair and light skinned tone
Long before they understood why a part of their own race disowned
I have endured my share of struggles and hardships
Some men only wanting to fuck a white woman with relationships skipped
Being used and abused time and time again
To look at me you would never know where to begin
To comprehend all that I have ever had to withstand
To know how pure and loving my heart is you may never understand
My question is, where is the love and respect
Negative energy is our disconnect
I am tired of the name calling and assuming
I refuse to allow disrespect to consume me
I only strive for happiness; if you don’t agree with my choices, please let me be
Because at the end of the day, I am always going to be me

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Secret Lovers

Who would have ever thought, me and you…I am still in shock
Ever since the first kiss our passion has held my heart securely locked
I can’t get you out of my head, I just can’t get enough…of you
The love I feel is embedded deep within leaving me refreshed and anew
Sun dancing in the radiance of your euphoric rays glistening
Each day beams brighter as if the sun is listening
To the beating of our hearts desires
Having no idea how our future will transpire
Not worrying about tomorrow, focused on enjoying our now
Releasing doubts and barriers for the natural growth to process as time allows
Our years of friendship make this different in ways I just can’t explain
I can no longer deny or restrain
Your persistence and consistency demonstrates your sincerity
Our hearts confessions provide possibilities of prosperity
But no titles can give justice to the feelings being felt
In your presence my knees feel like Jell-O attempting to melt
Taking it day by day building our foundation for coexistence
For now keeping our love affair secret, friends and outsiders remain at a distance
The excitement of being in the same room with you, and no one having a clue
Of this lust for each other we currently pursue
Resisting the urge of my affection
From across the room, still feeling the strength of our connection
Ideas of spontaneous escapes just too secretly taste your kiss
But only inside we share our bliss
A quick glance here and there makes me lose my train of thought
Knowing that you are coming home with me where we will not have to worry about getting caught
When the time is right, we will no longer be able to hide
All of these emotions that we hold inside
But until then
I will only confide with my pen
Freefalling in our overflow
As I mystically bask in our love’s glow
Each day that passes another layer uncovers
And just maybe one day, we will no longer be defined as secret lovers

Thursday, March 14, 2013

I think of you

Dreams become reality in my subconscious. Pictures form clear visions. Swimming in the thoughts trapped in my mind. Floating deeply in the sea of ideas and new possibilities. Treading new waters of the unfamiliar, but yet very familiar. Just to deeper depths. Excitement and intensity builds. Salivating words forming on the tip of my tongue. I can no longer hold back this rush. My barriers are crumbling…

Run your fingertips through my hair. Massage my thoughts and create new dreams as my eyes close, seeing new visions that I never thought possible. Hold my hand inside yours, keep me safe from harm. Protect my heart. Shelter me from the rain. Be my comfort. Let me lye my head on your shoulders. Kiss my earlobes with the vibrations from the tones of your voice. Embrace me with the words the drip from your tongue. Stimulate my brain cells with truths spoken. Capture me in the reality of you.

Tame my tongue, with truths told and freely demonstrated. Speak languages unknown to the usual masses. Show me your creativity with whispers of sweet nothings in my ear as soft breaths tickle my spine. It’s the little things; that make all the difference in the world. Show me you, the real you...the inner you, all of you...

I want to take a journey through your mind...and ride in the waves of your I dive into the depths of your heart. Take my breath away, make me feel like I am floating on the clouds...and make me smile from the inside out. Make me think of you every second of the day, especially when we aren’t together. Give me a reason to rush home. Make me

I want to rest my head upon your shoulders with our heartbeats syncing in rhythm while the stresses of the day relax. Just being comforted by each other’s arms, glaring into our eyes, kissing away the minutes that lead to hours of your presence. Your words clutch my inner core as your voice awakens my spirit. Your touch leaves footprints that lead to my heart. I am in love with the way you... Love me

Clock watching, anxiously anticipating your arms securely surrounding me. Like a feign, you got me twitchin. Leaving work a few minutes early, running red lights, speeding past speed cameras. All just to be in your arms. To feel your lips upon mine, our tongues rightfully greeting. Our souls connecting...becoming one. Our spirits dancing in the rain showers of our love. Followed by pillow talks and resting my head upon your chest, feathering your skin with the tips of my fingers. Rushing home just to be next to you, to be within you...

Each moment we are apart my mind drifts to that place...we created. I can feel your heartbeat next to mine. Your warmth calming me, your kisses serenading. And again, I am there...beside you...within my thoughts...always. As I close my eyes with visions of you...I only wish to relive our moments in my dreams. I slept with the thought of you. I now rise with the memories of you. Grasping my heart with the intense passion of your affection. You are in my constant daily thoughts and live in my dreams. Reality is; you are making your way into my heart with each second that passes... I think of you...

Friday, March 1, 2013

Leave me speechless

Forget making love, I want you to fuck the shit out of me
And I am not talking about make-up sex either, I want it angry
I have been a very naughty girl and need a spanking
“No, harder…yea, harder”
And when you are hitting it from the back don’t forget to give my hair a little yanking
Pick me up and throw me against the wall, and passionately kiss me
Tongue dive deeply into my dark seas
Drink as if your throat is parched
To where I can’t stay still and my back naturally arches
I want to emcee slobber all over your open mic
And on your tip, flicker my tongue while I graze my teeth but not quite bite
Grasping your width, my mouth suctions
Your saltiness greets my throat with a familiar introduction
Just enough to excite as each nipple hardens
Your fingers slipping and sliding in and out of my botanical gardens
Flip me upside down and tongue kiss my ovaries as the blood rushes to my head
Now pick me up and gravitate me in your arms as your hard dick embeds
Grasp my ass tightly with hard rhythms as you get even deeper within me
Eyes rolling in the back of my head, actions felt and I have lost the ability to see
“Oh yea Daddy, right there”
Fuck going slow, I want it fast and hard…My moans increase and louder I scream
Convulsions erupt as I shake uncontrollably, orgasmic relief down your shaft I stream
Aggressively flip me over and cuff my wrists to the bed post
Teasingly regulate my temperature and be the prescription for my addiction I’ve been diagnosed
Marinate in my wetness and relish in our passion
Dominate and spank this pussy like an assassin
“Fuck me harder, yea harder…ahhh yea”
Gently choke me
As you ravishingly stroke me
With me in one hand, take the other and in one sweep knock everything off the dresser
Perfectly level me for that intense and stronger pleasure
Slowly enter my tight ass with ease and care
Hit that spot as tears of joy stream from my eyes and I gasp for air
With my neck tilted back kiss my lips
Feathering my neck with slow breaths as you grind more rapidly firmly grasping my hips
Carry me into the shower as the warm water over our bodies flow
I bend down to gratefully give you another blow
Ankle grabbing while you balance me and I arousingly throw it back
You flirtingly give my ass a loud smack
My legs start to shake as volumes increase
Which initiates the inevitable release
The pulsating of your dick makes me cum again
We take a moment to catch our breath, and irresistibly let the process begin
“Cuffs please, my turn”
Let’s play this little game
I want your neighbors to know my name
This time I want to be the dominating mistress
You oblige and as always we are both left speechless