The past has passed

You didn't treat me the way I deserved when you had me

I was all yours and made that clear to see

So why do you now send me "I am thinking of you" messages to my phone

I didn't hear from you in my months of healing alone

But when I decide to move on and am happy with another, you now can't live without me

Our parting was what we agreed

And what was truly best 

My loyalty you now want to test 

But you know I am loyal to the one I am with, so why do you think you can change my mind

Thinking I am having any desires to go back in time 

Repeating our past is not something I want to return to

My life is happier without you

I am sorry if that has you missing what was real

Love for you my heart no longer feels

It's time to accept that what we had is long gone

You must now move on

Because I have and nothing you can say or do can change my feelings for you

And any devising plans you can possibly construe

Your stalker tendencies are becoming old

So please remove any love for me that your heart still holds

These words to you will be my last

I am leaving the past in the past

Disillusioned Love

I gave him my heart, which included all of me

He claimed his soul only belonged to me

Pretended to be only mine

That his body was all mine

But only came around when he had time

And my body was all of our time

No quality time he made time for

He always had more important things he made his time for

I wasn't a priority to him

I wasn't as important to him

As he tried to make me believe 

Spending moments in bed holding onto what he wanted me to believe 

Attention only paid through texts and phone calls

But he was consistent and for him my body still calls

Because for me, he was my one and only 

But for him, I wasn't his only

He had too many others to tend to

My needs weren't as important for him to cater to

My heart he only pretended to love

When in reality my body was his love

My heart was shattered in pieces

When his girl at home crushed each and every piece

Of hope I had for me and him

The dreams of happily ever after with just me and him 

The lies he fed to my vulnerability, I allowed 

He wasn't the only to blame because his false love, I allowed

Disregarding all the signs that were clear

He showed me who he was but now my fogged glass of vision was now clear

He promised he would never hurt me like that

He lied and say he loved me more than that

Even after the truth was revealed, he still tried to convince me that his love was real

Having me question fake from real

To clear my confusion I had to leave him alone

And pick up the smashed and broken piece of me, all alone