Fear

Dreams of happiness seem so far out of reach
Even though these lessons are to teach

Maybe I don’t want to learn
Maybe I want true love to return

I want to learn how to love again
Learn how to give in

Give all of me to the one that deserves
Instead of being the one that only observes

Happiness all the while I envy
The pain deep inside that no one else can see

Not allowing love in
Constantly reliving where I have been

Can’t get past these tears
Can’t get past my fears

Instead holding my heart discreetly
Unable to let go and love completely

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