Thursday, September 1, 2011


The ticking of the clock has my heart on edge
Pondering the evidence and truths you allege
Tired of the same old games
The reasons your actions claim
Being the only one to put forth sacrifice
While your appetite you continue to entice
Telling me the same as your telling them
After I put my heart out on the limb
Gave you another chance
An opportunity for us to advance
You’re only confessing because you were caught
With no account for my feelings left distraught
After my trust you promised never to again break it
But instead you chose to forsake it
The overwhelming feeling left me gut wrenched
Pain grabbed my heart and tightly clenched
Tears I refused to shed
Words remain to be left unsaid
My actions turning heartless and cold
Love now on withhold
The relief of you walking away I observe
Knowing the value I deserve
I can no longer accept you as a loved one
Since you can’t be honest, I am officially done


Tee aka The Diva's Thoughts said...

OMG... this is a page from my life.

Steve E said...

JStar: You say "Heartless and cold"...OK! But please don't let that permeate your other relationships. That is the danger--called resentment.

A program I'm in (AA!) tells me to go work with another Peep, or help another, to get me out from myself and my issues.

NOTE: Sometimes it even works--grin!


Steve E said...

REALLY--I am so sorry your heart is broken. You are worthy of so much more than that Peep who continually breaks your heart.

Forgetting him will have to be your decision, in your time. Maybe it will NEVER come about.

I'll leave your blog for now, with a prayer--for you. Now..........

Big Mark 243 said...

I don't know what to say because I am hoping that this is not based on current events in your life. Whatever you do, don't lose hope that what it is you seek is awaiting you to claim it...

Carlus Wilmot said...

I truly love how you express yourself in muse but do hope all will change for the better with your love life. Sorry I haven't been by sooner. Carlus xo