Thursday, February 4, 2010

Cant Let Go...

I just can’t seem to let you go
The love inside me continuously flows

You consume my every emotion and inner thoughts
The thought of losing you has me very distraught

Lying in this empty bed missing the warmth of your body next to mine
Making love to you, feeling our emotions intertwine

The strength of your arms embodying me
Allowing our hearts to agree

And give in to this love that we have created
These feelings felt have been long awaited

I just can’t walk away from this love that I feel
My true emotions can never be fully concealed

Listen and feel my hearts silent plea
Letting go of you, would be like letting go of a part of me

Baby, you are to me; my love’s plateau
Experience my love within and never let it go



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19 comments:

Secretia said...

It must pull hard on your heart now to be called by him.

Secretia

JStar said...

Yea, because I do love my ex, I cant say that I am in love with him or my baby...But I have strong feelings for both...But no one has a chance in the world when it comes to my baby...But yea, it hurt a lil knowing he still wanted me back...and if my baby didnt have my heart in its entirety, he woulda been who I was with...and knowing he will be here really soon...That does hurt...But hopefully he will find the woman for him...

Sir Thomas AKA (Winters Reaper) said...

you bring out some tough questions here.... can you trluy give 100% to somebody with split feelings...


tough one...

JStar said...

My feelings were split for decades but now are in order...I can feel love elsewhere (With my ex) but had to rationalize things to who was best for me...Who's personality best works with me...Who I felt confidence with enough to give my complete heart to...after I asked myself those questions, the answer was crystal clear...Eventho I still have love in my heart for another...Doesnt mean I am IN LOVE with either...I just had to chose the correct option for me...But yea, my heart did sink yeserday talking to him...but not enough as it does for my baby!

Unbreakable said...

when i grow up i want to write just like you as of this day i have no clue.

Keep up the good work

JStar said...

Aww so sweet Unbreakable...

Paul Wynn said...

Yeah its one of those tough things to do but I think if you have another person in life I think its fair for that new person to tell the ex you have to let go.

JStar said...

Yea, well he already knows I let him go...He just wants to come back...But I am tired of denying what is already in my heart...My baby has had my heart since I was a teen, and that aint changing...

Don said...

Yep @ I just can’t walk away from this love that I feel
My true emotions can never be fully concealed


Of course I enjoyed and can relate to your entire poem, all your poems are filled with thoughts and emotions that mirror my heart, in so many ways.

But the above passage stuck out the most. True emotions can and will never be concealed.

Good luck, Jstar.

JStar said...

So very true Don :) Thanks...

Miss.Fortune said...

im going through this as we speak =(

JStar said...

Maybe there is a reason you cant let him go Daja...But if he isnt right for you, I know how hard that is...But if he is a good guy, I say he is around for some purpose...why not find out what?

Aurora said...

wow, your words are beautiful.

JStar said...

Thanks for checking me out Aurora

The Visionary Butterfly said...

This one is The Bomb Jstar!!

1manview said...

Heartfelt write Jstar... I can feel your inner emotions...

Sheri said...

Beautifully written! :)

pennanddpaper said...

say it girl !

JStar said...

Thanks sooo much to Ms Butterfly, 1manview, Sheri and Gwen :) Yall are the reason I share my writings