Monday, February 15, 2010

Confused

Not sure what I want
State of confusion haunts
Not sure which way I should turn
Is this a lesson to be learned
What is it that I am searching for
I am not quite sure
I just know that I haven’t found a solution
Is there a possible resolution
At times I just want to scream
Wishing this was just a dream
But that wouldn’t help
This stress is compromising my health
Why do I let things get to me
Why do I let it affect me relentlessly
What would be the best
For me, when will it come together so I can rest
So now I contemplate
Hoping the choice I make wont be a mistake
Not having a clue
Confused and not sure what to do

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16 comments:

Dulce said...

Everything will be alright. I believe you'll know when, how, if that is the who.. in the right moment... so please do not be confused and believe in your sixth sense... it never fails-if you really trust it, of course!

Hugs dear J
:)

Dulce

JStar said...

I am trying Dulce. Is it possible to have strong love for two people...I thought I knew who I wanted...but I am now confused on who is best for me...My baby now I love him to death and have for 19 years...But my ex boyfriend got his orders and will be coming here very soon. Might I add he got orders to the east coast just to be near me, he is on the west coast now...OMG OMG OMG....I am soooo confused...My boo owns his own company and works ALL the time...He doesnt give me the attention I need or share his feelings and that is frustrating...And Marquise gives me attention he just gets on my nerves sometimes lol...but both are good men...

Secretia said...

That is a good depiction of love's power to confuse and fool us. Tread carefully, so you don't make a mistake, we can't love 'em all.

Secretia

JStar said...

I know right Secretia...I know it will all work out just how its supposed to...

Elizabeth said...

i agree with the women above me, although i know it's hard but i've been in a situation like this and picked the wrong guy cause he left me a few months afterward. think about it real good and good luck :)

JStar said...

Thanks Elizabeth...Thats the problem, they are both good men...and neither would leave me...But who can make me the happiest??? I dont know...Both can make me happy...I wish I could take them and make them into one perfect man

Senorita said...

I don't really know what to say, since I haven't been in this situation before.

Maybe you're not meant to be with either and maybe there is a lesson to learn here. And when I say lesson, I don't mean punishment. I mean that they are in your life for a reason.

My firm belief is that you can really only love one person at a time. If you can't chose, maybe you can step back and take some time off for yourself.

Making a hasty decision in matters like this is not helpful, especially since it seems like you're already regretting your decision.

Good luck, I know my answer isn't so nice, but please understand I am only trying to give a different viewpoint and try and help.

Miss.Stefanie said...

I love your poems....Love can get us all confused...but the heart knows the truth.

Tee aka The Diva's Thoughts said...

All I can say is listen to your inner voice, your gut. That never steers you wrong.

Don said...

If I were you I think I'd follow my heart. Even if you go wrong, you cannot go wrong, by following your heart. At least I don't think you can.

A proposal from your ex...love is in the air.

Sir Thomas AKA (Winters Reaper) said...

love that does not fit perfectly is lust and will fade. Love that fits perfectly will grow...

best i can do for you...

is step in and take you away...

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Brian Miller said...

i can definitely feel that..often times matters of the heart can be confusing...i would measure more than feelings...

Just telling it like it is said...

Go with the good man...
We alway chose the bad boy but it only causes us pain...but then follow your heart...I'm confused too!

tha unpretentious narcissist © said...

i stay confused. so i feel you.

my confusion comes from my desire to understand everything tho. and when i don't understand where someone is coming from, then it works on me like a chinese finger trap.

JStar said...

And you are SOOOO right Senorita! That’s why I decided NOT to chose, and let nature takes its course…

Thanks Steph! Very true!

Yea, but that is confusing me more Tee lol…If its meant to be, it will be…

But Don, following my heart always steered me in the wrong direction. I cant trust my heart, maybe that’s why I am soooo confused...Who knows , I didn’t make any promises!

Great advice Sir Thomas! Never thought of it that way.

Thanks Valentine! I am going to check ya out!

Yea Brian , my feelings lead me into the wrong direction. It takes more than love to make it work, the personalities have to fit!

They are BOTH very good men Just Tellin, that’s what makes it so confusing!

That’s the SAME problem I have Unpretentious! I over analyze EVERYTHING, literally…