Disillusioned Love

I gave him my heart, which included all of me

He claimed his soul only belonged to me

Pretended to be only mine

That his body was all mine

But only came around when he had time

And my body was all of our time

No quality time he made time for

He always had more important things he made his time for

I wasn't a priority to him

I wasn't as important to him

As he tried to make me believe 

Spending moments in bed holding onto what he wanted me to believe 

Attention only paid through texts and phone calls

But he was consistent and for him my body still calls

Because for me, he was my one and only 

But for him, I wasn't his only

He had too many others to tend to

My needs weren't as important for him to cater to

My heart he only pretended to love

When in reality my body was his love

My heart was shattered in pieces

When his girl at home crushed each and every piece

Of hope I had for me and him

The dreams of happily ever after with just me and him 

The lies he fed to my vulnerability, I allowed 

He wasn't the only to blame because his false love, I allowed

Disregarding all the signs that were clear

He showed me who he was but now my fogged glass of vision was now clear

He promised he would never hurt me like that

He lied and say he loved me more than that

Even after the truth was revealed, he still tried to convince me that his love was real

Having me question fake from real

To clear my confusion I had to leave him alone

And pick up the smashed and broken piece of me, all alone