Impatiently

Attached to my phone

Looking for a text or to hear the sound of his ringtone

Every second resisting the urge to call

Just to hear his voice

Debating on sending this good morning text

Deciding against

I know I have said enough

He knows where I stand

Fighting back tears

Trying to be patient

But it’s pure torture

Every moment without him

I can’t think of anything else

My heart is on the line

I put it all out there

I feel vulnerable

Not sure of what else that can be done

Knowing I need to leave it be

For the moment

Trying to distract my mind

But nothing is working

Sitting on the edge of my seat

Waiting

For him to come to me

With open arms

Allowing my love back in

I know in reality it isn’t that easy

I understand why we are at this point

But I just can’t shut off these feelings

Can’t push away this love

That has me captive

So, I will continue to wait

Ever so impatiently