Friday, May 14, 2010

Why I? & Behind Closed Doors-Guest Poet-Tanaesha



Good Morning All!  TGIF!!!!!  These are the poems that my daughter wrote that I promised yesterday(FYI she will only be 17 June 29th, so this is words from a young heart).  She told me not to post Behind Closed Doors because its really personal to her, but I didnt listen...That poem speaks to me as I am sure speaks to everyone else as well.  We have ALL been there...And can relate...

Why I

Solid calls
Days gone
Months passed
Wondering why
Hearts break
People cry
People lie
People cheat
But why do
People love
People care
Or some people dont even dare
No solid calls
Days gone
Months passed
And I still wonder
Why I


Behind Closed Doors

In public
I show no signs of sadness
With my friends I am the happiest
I'm silly and goofy
I stand tall and brave
As if I am over you
Yes, it has been months

But behind closed doors
I still cry
Not even shy
To show the emotions inside
That I dare not hide

Behind closed doors
I do still miss you
Thinking of you constantly
Every thought of you driving me crazy
Cant push away this feeling of loneliness

Behind closed doors
I listen to songs that make me cry
Torturing myself with every word
I think I just need to move on
People telling me that your probaly
Not even thinking about me anymore

But behind closed doors
I just wanna know why
Why do I still think of you
Why is it do hard
For me to let you go
Why do I still cry
Why do I
Still love you
Behind closed doors

Both Poems Were Written By: Tanaesha Leak

164 comments:

Tabitha Bird said...

Wow. Beautiful. I wonder "why I" too.:)

Brian Miller said...

i love it when you do these...she really is so talented...

Sh@KiR@ CK said...

WOW..very nice, Tanaesha...
what a beautiful name...

I love both...the second one can be lyrics of a ballad?

Keep up the great work
and I am not saying all this
because of your mom,
you are really good...

hugs
shakira

Jingle said...

honest, reflective, and fun read.
She is promising!
Why not let her write her own blog?
Well,
I am excited about your daughter.She will thrive and outdo you.

Jingle said...

She is brave and smart,
writing poetry is a wonderful start,
keep up, Tanaesha,
You Will Rock The World!

G-Man said...

I need a guest Poster!
Your's is terrific!

Shay said...

I loved it ! Especially being just a mere 18 I know the feeling of pretending like you're happy in public. Kudos to Tanaesha !

HD said...

Wow. As I was reading the first stanza of Behind Closed Doors, I automatically said, "That's so me!" I can act like this really cool, funny guy around friends, but when I get home, it can become a whole nother story. The people I hang with probably wouldn't believe this, but I'm one of the most miserable people you'll ever find on the face of this earth. Hell, I've never even had a girlfriend or anything that real before. Mad deep. Thanks for sharing, even though your daughter will probably go ballistic when she finds out you did.

Miss.Stefanie said...

Beautiful

lordemmanuel said...

Sincerely, if you didn't say this girl was barely 17, I guess readers will estimate a higher age for the Author. These are really truthful Poems and as I read them, I felt the genuineness that the words clearly spelt out. The second one was really powerful and it touched me in the innermost of me. My regards to your Daughter. Please tell her to never stop writing Poetry. You are welcome to the Rally. Nice to have you on board...Cheers!!!

The Write Girl said...

These are two, beautiful poems by your daughter. I hope your daughter was okay with you posting that other piece. It was quite riveting. PS thanks for nominating me on that site. Have a lovely weekend :)

Pat said...

"Whoa" Behind Closed Doors!!! That is such a touching poem,mercy does that bring back memories of being hurt to the bones by a love lost!!! "Beautifully Done"!!! Hang in there Tanaesha it does get better!!!! Thanks for sharing. :)

Realliveman said...

Like mother, like daughter. Words like dripping dew refreshing the earth.

Jingle said...

http://jingleyanqiu.wordpress.com/2010/05/15/poetry-award-for-week-18-thursday-poets-rally/

Three awards for poetry,
the most honest poet award,
the most open minded poet award,
the most intelligent poet award,

two general awards,
the big heart award,
you are the princess snow-white award.

Hope that you enjoy these 5 award.
Happy Weekend!
Smiles!

Mr. Stupid said...

Wow. These are beautiful. She is very talented. Lovely post!:)

Eternally Distracted said...

Beautiful but I feel a bit sorry for her that you posted her personal one.

Dulce said...

She's done it again.
Lovely
Again I think she should have her own blog
I love the why why... good and evil... we see from so soonn in life.
sigh

The Visionary Butterfly said...

Your daughter has got the gift like her mom ;) The first one ressonates well.

heavealie said...

nicely written for a 17 yr old!! good that your daughter is following in your footsteps!!i liked the title as well as the way she connected it with the poem itself.well written and keep writing!!great to know that you are encouraging your daughter!!keep writing both of you!! :)

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