Dissapointed

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Disappointed

I am disappointed with myself, maybe I expect perfection

I choked in a moment of recollection

In the most important time, I was supposed to outshine

My true skills I needed to cosign

I was supposed to demonstrate my leadership

And prove I was well equipped

In which I am very much capable

And more than able

I just know could have done more

So upset at myself I wanted to fall out on the floor

And scream to the top of my lungs

I felt my story went unsung

But I can’t take back yesterday

Its only torture when I constantly replay

What I could have or should have said or done

My insecurities I need to outrun

And leave them where they belong

There was so much at stake; I have been in need for so long

All I can do is leave it in God’s hands

And be confident in His plans

Knowing He will provide my needs

And His will always supersedes