Thursday, November 15, 2012

Caged

Words unspoken from my lips
While feelings remain within tightly locked
Nightmares of cherished moments woundingly haunt
Unable to release pent up emotions that increasingly bleed
A caged bird singing muffled melodies
Expressions no longer embodied
Smiles nonchalantly hide permeating pain
Once freely opened doors slammed shut
Displaying a strong defense convincingly unfazed
While tears drop only from my heart
Expectations reserved; hopes deflated
Yearning continues silent screams
Intensity fades into numbness
Sadness shadows the stars glow

3 comments:

Brian Miller said...

ouch...there is def danger in holding it in...the numb will fool you cause its really not the numb you need....

AVY said...

I know the feeling, but I'm learing to live with it. This is how I am.

/Avy

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Reggie said...

You're quite the poetress.