Monday, October 25, 2010



Isolated in my own mind
My own world I drift
Falling into my own darkness
Facing my own demons
Totally alone


Just going through the motions of life
In my own fogged daze
Life feeling repetitive
Feeling as I am facing the world on my own
Loneliness and depression takes over


Body becoming numb
Wishing time away
Depression controlling thoughts
Nightmares feeling like reality
In my own mind




Jason said...

I know how you feel because I've been where you are before.

Pray strong sis! This season shall come to pass.

Dulce said...

I am sorry to hear you've been sick.. So have I!

Now whatever your physical condition is, and no matter how, or what, you always keep that sweet way of writing which I love...

Brian Miller said...

ack sorry you have not been feeling well...i feel your poem...i have been there before..a rather cold place...hope you feel better soon!

Don said...

Felt like I had a stomach virus myself this weekend. Turn out, it wasn't though, luckily.

Sleeping alone has it's positives and negatives I believe. Some nights I rather sleep alone and enjoy my space. Other nights, I am happy to have the woman laying besides me.

But do I feel the sentiments of your post though.

Anonymous said...

Glad you're back and feeling better. drinking a lot of water can diminish the headaches. great poem :)

25champ said...

Hope u feel better soon :) Huggs!

Miss.Stefanie said...

Glad you feel better babe! I have been there and am there now,. You are NOT alone!

The Visionary Butterfly said...

oh the tooth ache from hell, I know that kind of pain! For your nightmares read psalm 41. That should fix you up nicely ;)

The Visionary Butterfly said...

and psalm 40 especially!!

Traci Lavette said...

Jen, sometimes the time alone is the best because then you can use this time to grow and enter something with 100% freshness. It won't be for long, I'm sure since you have something in motion with the man we keep hearing so much about, right? That special someone? Your day is coming and you better hope your room is a nice temperature for when he does steal the covers LOL! Not the bizness!