Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Heartache

The yearning and aching
My heart continuously re-breaking
At the thought of my actions
My moment of distraction
Succumbing to weakness
Not appreciating your uniqueness
As the keeper of my heart
I know It’s my fault that we are apart
And that nothing can take back what’s done
But this heartache I can’t seem to outrun
This longing within my soul
That only your love can console

Good Morning ALL! I just recently talked to my ex boyfriend (Navy) and he has been reminding me of how badly I hurt him...Which is so hard to hear...My heart breaks at the thought of him hurting...He is obviously still feeling it...But yet, at the same time he misses me...and cant stop loving me...After I hurt him over and over and over (Which he NEVER deserved) how could he STILL have love for me? Why does he not hate me? I was insecure, and couldnt wait for my Navy man...So this poem reflects the heartache from all that I have done...that I cannot take back...

5 comments:

Brian Miller said...

perhaps forgiveness can rule this day...you never know...it is hard to hear those things but better to deal with them...

Big Mark 243 said...

Sounds like the reason that keeps me from wondering about women who tell me, 'thanks, but no thanks', and why I never worry about what if...

RoByn LaTice said...

Even after someone hurts you sometimes you can't help but still love them. Maybe his heart is still torn. Confused.

Sidenote: I haven't been on here in ages. Love your hair..and the color!

JStar said...

Yes Brian, forgiveness was def something that took place with us talking about everything and the why's...It felt good but at the same time brought back that pain too...

I need to learn how to do that Mark!

Awww I missed you Robyn!! Glad your back :) Thats EXACTLY how he feels..He does still want me...but it torn by the pain I caused...

Reggie said...

Love and life are about pain at times. Whether we mean to inflict it or not, it happens.