Monday, November 9, 2009

Inner Tears

No one can see me crying
Within I feel like I am dying

No one can hear my silent cries
It’s been so long since I have seen my sunrise

No one can feel my pain
The pain that is driving me insane

Everything looks fine but looks are deceiving
Inside I am constantly grieving

Torturing myself it seems
But no one can hear my screams

No one can rescue me from myself
I can’t seem to put old feelings on the shelf

And let these feelings past
It’s like a spell upon myself, has been cast

Immeasurable pain I feel
I am not sure how much longer I can conceal

I feel as if I am about to explode
Torment has been bestowed

How do I release
And find again that inner peace

Can I get past my fears
Can I stop these inner tears

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Liam said...

This poem is right next to the words on your profile.... Such a contrast in thoughts.

I hope you're feeling better soon.

RoByn LaTice said...

I hope you feel better as well. This speaks so loudly to my feeling too much of the same way!

JStar said...

Liam, I know there is a big contrast. Some days its just hard to be positive...

Thanks Robyn La Tice, yea your poetry is as well a lot of what I am thinking as well.

Don said...

The healing has already began.

JStar said...

YES Don it has :)