Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Free Falling

Free Falling

Sick and tired of stressing
Constantly assessing
Damage already done
And all thats been left undone
Wondering how I am going to make it
Not understanding how the pieces are going to fit
Letting go
Even though the debts are still owed
Having faith that HE will provide
Closing my eyes and opening my arms wide
Feeling assurance in His calling
Letting completely go and free falling

Into God's loving arms...

16 comments:

E's said...

Raw REALITY...I know things will come together. But you're are right about one thing - you have to go out there and get it. Add a DONATE button for all this free poetry:)

JStar said...

Yea, I know they will as well E. Oh, I thought about that donate button....But my pride just wont allow me to go there....I HATE hand outs and for people to feel sorry for me...I am a go getter through and through...and when I dont have, I feel as if I have failed...and I detest failure...I write to release all thats bottled up and I share to reach people and touch their hearts...Its the gift that God has given me and I think it should be given freely...Thats one reason I havent published yet either...Who would really buy a book of mine if all of my poetry is here, free...

E's said...

I feel ya...I learn a lot from your honesty though. It's good to be honest - it's makes me feel better, more free, and a lot of times your answer is in that honesty. Ppl connect to it too. Keep on keeping...much love:)

JStar said...

Aww thanks E! The reason I am so honest...First of all I am a horrible liar and learned the hard way to be honest :) Then two, my family is from down south where everyone is worried about what someone else thinks of you and I dont live in that box, never have...I am me, love me or leave me alone :) and my poetry helps me be more honest than I have ever admitted to...Its easier to confess to paper or behind a computer :)

Unbreakable said...

I understand your dilemma and i am sure things will get better, as they say behind every dark could there is a silver lining and i am hoping yours will appear soon.

Never give up hope.

25champ said...

Ur blessing will come this is just part of your journey.

Miss.Stefanie said...

This hit home...I love this one, with everything in me

Don said...

Don't trip Jstar. We all stress. I believe it's impossible NOT to stress over some things in life.

Let's agree that we are not going to stress over an extended period of time. You or me. Or anyone else for that matter.


Real Talk @ I KNOW God WILL carry me through, but we cant just sit back and expect it to fall in our laps. We have to get out there and get it

Jingle said...

wonderful description about your daughters..
they will be fine!

viddhi said...

really...beautiful..and emotion provoking thoughts .... ! nice !

Lynn said...

Lovely poem! We all need to learn to let go. Thanks for the reminder!

bryliejane said...

I love your words....and your faith. Thank you xx

hopepoh said...

i love your poem! :) free fall to God! :D

Amy The Black said...

Wonderful way to say "one day at a time."

megzone said...

lovely one there..
Yes very true.. HE is there to guide us all..
HE would never give us an obstacle without showing us or giving us the way to overcome it :)
simply fantastic

I'm here from Jingle's rally
you can check my poem at
http://megzone.wordpress.com/2010/04/29/thursday-poets-rally-hes-everything-that-i-need/

♥ Chocolate Lover ♥ said...

lovely poem..
and it's quite true i guess T_T