Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Trust

Trust

I have learned a lot in my lifetime
And ready to learn more as I climb

I have literally been through hell and back
Constantly fighting away the devils attack

Each day as I pray for relief
I am learning to have confidence in my belief

That He will carry me when I cannot walk
Knowing that He will be my voice when I am unable to talk

Discovering the path that He is leading me toward
Opening doors that were once ignored

Exploring my own inner happiness
He completely fulfills leaving no room for emptiness

Giving God my everlasting trust
Allowing Him to correct the unjust

8 comments:

Brian Miller said...

yay! sounds like a good turn...trust is a hard and valuable lesson...

25champ said...

I'm glad thinks turned out for the better. ur brotha will be better 4 it. Also I don't want to get to involved, but I feel like I can call u my friend. I think that you shouldn't keep going back 2 ex bf. I thnk that's maybe why you have a hard time moving 4fwd. I'm sure that theres a guy out there who would appreciate you. I hope I didn't cross any barriers, It's just my opinion. Have a Blessed Day!

sssdawna said...

your kids are beautiful! i'm new to your blog, but it sounds like today is a good day for you : ) i love to see people moving forward in life, counting their blessings, and giving praise where it's due!! xo

JStar said...

:) Thanks sssdawna...I have seen you around...Thanks sooo much for stopping by...I hope you enjoy your stay :) YES, my life is doing a flip right now, but all for the better...

Don said...

That was an extremely funny reference about your brother and the fact that you are happy and encouraged to no longer have to 'put up' with his nonchalant behavior. I laughed the entire way through.

I definitely have been there and done that and although I cannot say whether or not I will allow myself to ever be placed in that particular situation again ... I can say that I will make it hard for so-and-so to find me again. LOL!


You appear very happy to hear the words of him. Kinda almost as if you were actually hoping to hear these words and be freed?

JStar said...

LOL....Yea, I can laugh about my brother now that I wont have to deal with him any longer...He is NOT my burden anymore Don...Too irresponsible to be about to turn 30...

Youre right on point Don...Its not like I wanted this to happen because I did put my ALL into this...but I was feeling neglected...He works more than the average...I wanted what he couldnt give me...But I respected his job and was trying to be understanding....But it was hard....But this morning on my way to work it was heavy on my heart and I was going to say something in hopes that things could change....and if they didnt then I was going to let him go...but it was easier with him suggesting it...But the thing I didnt expect is to be crying all day long...

The Write Girl said...

This is a beautiful poem and post. There is so much hope and inspiration in your words and I am happy for you.

Traci Lavette said...

I'll bet when you get your smaller space doesn't feel like it since you are moving onward and upward. It's about mobilizing - upward that is and you are doing just that. You took the first step and God will do the rest.

Good luck with it ALL.